Seems like someone came back from the land of dead poets. I've been looking for ways to describe what I've been feeling. Despite the next, there is nothing much else to say. 僕を導いた存在に感謝。




Blaze
(11. May 2012)

A crystal of chaotic sadness flickers
in the purgatory of atlantic eyes
( And a sense of prevailing detachment snickers )


Poem archive



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I just got an update email about there being a new online psycho test available. Of the disturbing sort *laughs*

If I think back, the first one might already have been a year ago, or possibly more. It was pretty disturbing, it being the first ever test of that sort that I took. Disturbing images and colours, or rather, disturbing connections? between the disturbing questions and strange images. Yeah.

Either way, I loved it, so I subscribed, and have gotten two more tests since then. The newest one today!

So here's your link if you're interested, this time it works with sounds, too.

( Results )

I figured since I've been listening to BUCK-TICK more than is probably healthy for the past months, I should, maybe, translate one or the other song.
I got the lyrics from some place online, or rather, I checked various places and they all had the same lyrics, so I'll almost trust them completely, haha. Romaji and translation is done by me.

As ever, please don't repost without linking back to this post, or leave me a message if you do.

Have the amazing song (plus INTRO) here~




passion
( kanji )

( romaji )

( translation )

( notes )

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Man, I love his world. I love it so much. Augh.

As ever! Feel free to comment and object etc etc.


For more, my lyrics translation archive is → here ←

ほら！
Eggy-tan, if you happen to read this, just as I started to actually write this, the もげソング came on. Obviously I had to sing along.
ぼい〜んぼい〜〜〜ん！


So today morning there was this scheduled something which caused our house to be without tapwater from 8~10am. Last time that happened, I didn't really care because, as far as I remembered, I was going to get up after 10. Today I had to get up at half past eight though, so I was naturally confronted with the problem of "how do I do things when there's no water?". Of course, prepare some water.
So I filled the water boiler in the kitchen so I could do my morning-dishes, and filled a big salad bowl for my morning-wash.

All set!



( Water stories )

( Uni stories )


The day before yesterday, the demoversion for FinalFantasy XIII-2 was released. At first I didn't find it in the store, until Mona told me she found it not by looking for FinalFantasy, but directly under 'new demos' or something. Welp, I wouldn't even have known about the demo if she wasn't working in the business, ahahrrrrr...

( Holy crap though. Final Fantasy Stories )


Yap! So much about "recently". Looking forward to the DarkAscension pre-release heeeeeh~! Also the release event, it's been half a year since our last 2HG I think? Sadly I won't be able to stay for the whole tournament, badly planned concert just right then, ugh. But oh well!

じゃな！

Although I've been meaning to do meaningful things with meaning, meaning for example buying groceries eeteeshe, as my fridge is scarily empty, the heavy, cold rain outside made me change my mind. So in the end, I just sat here the whole day, doing nothing but translating, while being side-tracked ever so gently by youtube. That's what happens with my spare time. Uguu.

So don't mind me dropping off some things here. Be prepared for absolute non-sense above, between, and below the lines.


I realized pretty quickly that I've been neglecting the visual aspects of Visual-Kei, so ahahaha, mind=blown. Oh how I love it.

Anyway! Not that I found all of those particularly good, but I found good things about all of them. So in order, or not, here I went.

( Of course I'd be slightly biased )

And this is how I came across 'new' music of the category I want to listen to every little thing you ever made. Yapp.

Unfortunately (or fortunately, you decide w) I need to stop this now. Exploded mouse-intestines smell absolutely awful [I have no idea how he managed to actually get them to ... a... appear 8D Maybe baby was too hungry 8D ... 8DDDDD) ... as does a larger than nail-size of amount of their blood, ew seriously, I like blood and all, and I don't mind intestines, but mice fucking stink. Ew, like, no thank you. No wonder people stopped eating rats after the war. Boooaaaahhhh *shudder* gross. Only if I need to survive, really uwwaaaaa~~~~~~h.

Uh... since baby also sort of bathed in the blood, I should wash him... But I can't, or the mouse will come right back out 8D Which would be rather undesirable. ... Okay, I'll try to rub him off with a wet cloth. Else he'll probably stink just the same after two days of digesting. Mmh, dried mouse-blood.



... Oh, you wanted some TMI? You're absolutely welcome!

...

*snorts* XDDD Okay. I'll stop here.

ららバイ！

or, "What I've been doing and where I've been the past months."

Yeah, right.
I guess I'll let the pictures talk. Figured I could upload and post some autumnal flashs of my life. This one's going to be rather random I guess, with sprinkles of the above mentioned. I'll post another entry with pictures of my visit to the so called druid-grove I spent the weekend around Samhain/Halloween.

Have some pictures! Un!

University has started again. Halfway, anyway.



( Pictures pictures )


Oh and... a little while ago, I almost burnt down the kitchen :3

( Eheh... heh... ehm. )

So! Castles!

( Or rather, wells and statues )

So much about stories of castles, hedgehogs and Japanese. I think there's just one more thing I wanted to put in here anyway, and that was a random visit in a yew-tree forest with the peeps from the Pagan community, haha~

( Hand-tree! )

Either way, so much about me.
Should make dinners. I'm kinda late. ... As always, when I want to finish entries |D

うんはいららバイ〜

This is terrifying. I had goosebumps all over.


Everyone who hasn't yet, watch this. This is the best a documentary can get. No idle talking. Just the matter at hand. It's fucking terrifying.
There.

Requested by unsraws_bitch and daevas32.

Scans to the lyrics provided by unsraws_bitch. There wasn't all that much to translate in the end due to it being mostly Engrish, however what needed to be translated was done by me |D Also, I put parts that are repeated in the lyrics in [italic brackets] in case they're not in the printed lyrics like that. Notes are to be found at the end of the post.

Please don't repost without linking back to this post, alrighty~


The Heartless People
( kanji )

( romaji )

( translation )

( notes )

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I did check it twice, but in case you find any typos or the such, don't hesitate to tell me.

"Take a flying fuck." ... :3 I like it, haha.


For more, feel free to check out my lyrics translation archive → here ←

In case I manage to revise every song until today midnight, this is a birthday present to unsraws_bitch, if not then it is just a belated one. Yes. I'm practically done with romanizing the whole album, but I still need to check its correctness via listening to it.

Which is what I'm about to do just now. I thought I'll post the lyrics beforehand, and then add corrections, but eh, I'll see how that'll go.

Lyrics brought to you by the japanese DUM SPIRO SPERO booklet, as scanned by unsraws_bitch. Romaji done by me. For now I'll put the lyrics just the way they are in the booklet, without altering them so they fit with what he sings - for example repetitions of parts of the lyrics that aren't specifically printed are in italized [brackets], only in the romaji part though. The kanji remain the way they were printed. Some notes will be found at the very end of the post.

While I sit, read and listen at the same time, I might just lose part of my sanity for tonight, but else, I'm perfectly fine, thanks for asking.

Since I only romanized them which took me the whole day it seems 8D, credits aren't necessary, but very welcome still.

Enjoy.


THE BLOSSOMING BEELZEBUB
( kanji/romaji )


DIFFERENT SENSE
( kanji/romaji )


AMON
( kanji/romaji )


「欲巣にDREAMBOX」あるいは成熟の理念と冷たい雨
( kanji/romaji )


獣慾
( kanji/romaji )


滴る朦朧
( kanji/romaji )


LOTUS
( kanji/romaji )


DIABOLOS
( kanji/romaji )


暁
( kanji/romaji )


DECAYED CROW
( kanji/romaji )


激しさと、この胸の中で絡み付いた灼熱の闇
( kanji/romaji )


VANITAS
( kanji/romaji )


流転の塔
( kanji/romaji )


( notes )

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If you find typos after I've been staring my whole afternoon~night at kanji and -even more crucifying- romaji, please do tell me. Thank you.

And ah, yes, in case anyone should have noticed, there indeed are parts in DECAYED CROW that are being repeated, but no thank you 8'D Find them yourselves if you need them.

Dead for tonight ahah. I haven't eaten yet. Guess I should eat something.


For more, feel free to check out my lyrics translation archive → here ←

As requested by daevas32, here's NEGA's Oboro.

Seems I missed the Haunted Jealousy single when it got out, but well, it's hardly ever too late to catch up with music :3
As for the lyrics, they are from the scans as provided by daevas32.

Now, I need to say one or two things before I post the actual lyrics. When I first saw them, I didn't quite know what to think of them other than "He didn't attempt to write lyrics in kanbun now, did he?", and somehow I'm still wondering a little. However, in case he had intended to make them kanbun-ish, then I'm sorry to break this to you/him, but unfortunately he failed.
It's definitely an interesting style for lyrics, though, so I'll just say, those are kanbun-inspired lyrics. A nice stylistic device. And it definitely made things interesting and unusual, the closest I've come to something the like was with OROCHI's 般若 [which I realized I rather not try and translate, far too specific].

Now if you've never heard of kanbun before, then I guess you won't really have an idea what to expect. The thing with these lyrics is, besides the fact they almost exceptionally consist of kanji [making them look Chinese rather than Japanese] I cannot write them in the exact same way as they are printed, seeing to that they are written the traditional way - vertically, from right to left. Instead, I need to resort to modern means of typing. Also, anything that would have been needed to be written in kana in normal Japanese lyrics are set to the side of the line in half-width katakana, as so-called okurigana. I cannot do that on here, either, so I chose to put the kana in (brackets) in their places respectively. It all might sound a little strange, as I said, unless you're familiar with Kanbun.

Something else I might like to say beforehand is, that due to the lyrics being the way they are, they seem a lot like a battle of nouns and concepts.

Anyway, enough theory, go see for yourselves :3

Romaji and translation is done by me, okurigana are in half-width kana in (brackets), and additional notes are to be found at the end of the post. Some lines are being repeated within the song, I put them in [italic brackets] in the romaji and translation, yet left the kanji part the way it is.

Be so kind as to not repost without linking back to this post, thanks ♪


朧
( kanji )

( romaji )

( translation )

( notes )

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I think I already said enough. I might want to add I'm glad that I like kanji, else I'd probably have despaired with those |D But all is good. I liked this one.

Feel free to comment or object or say whatever you like.


For more, feel free to check out my lyrics translation archive → here ←

As per request by unsraws_bitch, NEGA's Konrui wa akai chi ni

I did take the lyrics from the older version of the song, being the one from ЯeBirtH Under the Chaos. The lyrics have not been altered though, so they should work just fine.
Romaji and translation are done by me - notes are at the end of the post.

Don't repost without linking back to this post, and it'd be nice if you left a message if you did, thank you~


魂泪は紅い血に
( kanji )

( romaji )

( translation )

( notes )

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So what do you know, this is my first ネガ translation, isn't it? Heh. Faintly weird.

I've always loved the older version. It's so haunted... I tend to get goosebumps whenever I listen to it [His voice is like a silk-knife]. The new version on the other hand seems more refined, and so terribly powerful somehow. While I find the older one to be much like a well audible cry of lament, the newer version with its "silence" might just kill you in your sleep.
Pleasant dreams.

Feel free to comment and object, as ever.


For more translations, do check out my lyrics translation archive → here ←

It literally was my first contact with the outside world yesterday morning.

Which was sad.
It's sad either way you look at it.

Beauty dying.
Enrichments to the soul, perishing.
Constructors of the magical, turning to ash.

Not a white lie, this time, either.

It was sad enough to hear that Kagrra, would disband... them being one of the few bands I met who build a totally different world within the time of one live, paint it beautifully, and leave lasting imprints on your soul.

"At least, at least that voice would live on."


Hm.



( 美声だに永久に続けよ )

May you find peace.

Thank you for you.

Thank you for having existed at the same time as I.

I was just helping someone with their translation of this one, and as expected I ended up translating the whole thing |D so I'll post it. And maybe I'll continue riding the wave and translate some more lyrics.

The kanji are from the DUALITY booklet, romaji and translation are done by me. English parts are in italics in the translation, notes are at the end of the post.

Feel free to repost, as long as you link back to this post, and please leave me a message if you do, thank you♪


ファム・ファタール
( kanji )

( romaji )

( translation )

( notes )

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Fu LJ for prematurely posting entries that aren't even halfway done. Boo you whore.

Feel free to comment and object about the lyrics~


For more, feel free to check out my lyrics translation archive → here ←

Admitted, the sort of snake-cuddling is much closer to any sort of BDSM-cuddling you might get than the run-of-the-mill something you usually would describe as "cuddling".

Still. It's cuddling.
Just different.


So I've been living with ゆうちん [Yudoka, Yuu-chin, snake-boy, "that snake", 下着蛇, ...] for about two months now, and we're still making progress in getting to know each other.



The interesting part about getting to know a snake's personality is, when you've never had a snake before, you have to learn everything from scratch. There are no such books like Desmond Morris' Cat and Dogwatching - at least if there are books the like, they seem not even remotely as renown as those mentioned.

How do you get to know a reptile?
How do you get to know and understand any lifeform?

( Let me tell you a bit about that snake-boy. )

So there are those who think that pet snakes belong into a terrarium, are to be looked at only, and being all touchy-touchy with your snake is a big bad no-no. Then there are those who actually socialize with their snakes, and have lots of stories to tell about them.
And I believe that, judging from his recent behaviour as well as from what other people have written about their pet snakes, snakes indeed do have some sort of "social behaviour". I shall find out more.




Yapp. A whole entry just about a snake.



Who's running away screaming, and who's wanting one now? :3

I just stumbled upon this right before I wanted to go to bed, and tried it. It's been a while I've done any little quizzies like this one.

Are you a sun or a moon?

( Well. )

Link is here.

It's not too complex w
There only are four possible answers anyway, hah.

( What phobia are you )

Kay. And with this I shall go to bed. Before I do more quizzes ahah. I'm not that bored.
ららバイ〜

Here you go.


Just listen.


Be inspired.


... Have some fun with your partner.

Or alone.


( Clickedee-click )

That's all I have to say. Yupp.



Good night.


No wait what, it's the middle of the day? ＞＿＞'



Oh well whatever, Good Day then, Sirs and Ladies!

( ~ )

Isn't that Mr Bowie in there? Oh and. NOT SAFE FOR WORK. *nod*

Title: Untouchable - Do you really love me
Author: outori
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Shortstory
Warnings: Not beta-read. Oh look, it's a fiction without the fan in front. Now let's see whether anyone bothers reading, heh.
Disclaimer: Not owning anyone in the story Or maybe I do, only the story.
Wordcount: Not even 970
Synopsis: As you will probably have read it before I will have come up with a good synopsis, I will make use of dear Mr Poe's words. Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary...
Author’s notes: There is something I have been wanting to say, so I tried to write a poem. However I failed in expressing what I feel has to be expressed. So I started to write. This what will follow, has never happened. Whether there even is an appropriate I or a You in this story, and who would be who, is left for anyone to guess, just as much as how much of it is real or not. I also sometimes write thinking of someone, so somehow this also is for ‘you’, while this is not for you. I am in there, and I am not in there. These words are not even important. Those words are, however. Now, go, and chase my words.


-Untouchable-
Do you really love me


The moon is bright tonight.
Apart from a few shreds of cloud crawling across the midnight blue drape, the sky is almost perfectly clear. So beautiful.

I smile, and tear my gaze away, looking over at the bed I know will be empty again by tomorrow morning. For now, I will enjoy the sight of your ivory body sprawled across the ruby sheets. A lovely sight. Mesmerizing, this soft sparkle, the glistening of your skin. I want to run my fingers over it, feel the warmth, retrieve the droplets from the trembling ends of your silvern hair. The thought makes me hum softly, makes me smile, yet the beckoning of flesh, the scent, your scent, is futile now. I shall not come as close again as I did just about an hour ago. As I have done for months. Not anymore. Not this night.

( 'Do you really love me?', you had asked after the climax of passion, clutching my back with your strong nails )



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