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When everything turns to nothing, I'll still be there for you.
*tries hard not to put 'fuck it all' in the header for the post she's doing on her Bday* 
14th-May-2008 09:19 am
Aoi red
Hah, I failed.

...

Actually. I'm at college. College library. BECAUSE.

No internet at home.

It got cut off again, yesterday night, and not even the service line could help this time, so guess what I'M FUCKING PISSED, meaning, I sorta cried myself to sleep ahahaha... well I just knew that when I'd switch on my iPod, the next song would be 紅蓮, ne, so yeah.

I fucking laughed when I realized that what I'd seen on my email account, that Mao had upped 3 times with amemba, that it were sort of birthday posts. At least one of them. No, of course I didn't see, nor read. Before now, cause thinking I couldn't see them before tomorrow almost makes me sick. So. Those smiling faces should make me smile. Well. My heart smiled a bit. I think.

So. I probably won't be there for my birthday.

Which is great, because most of my friends are online. Great life. So. Don't wonder. Unless they fixed it (last time it took them over 3 weeks yes?) until tonight, no, I won't be there. I might get online tomorrow during the day, or in the morning, at college again, but that's about it. Ha. Ha. Great start.

Didn't even have time now to check the mails and comments so far. HAHA. Fuck it.



*Doesn't want to say more* =___=' Hope my actual day will be....okaayyyyyer.

Thanks darling tayru. Thank you a lot. Meant a lot to me. And sorry for textmsg-spamming you.

And what I wanted to tell you varjot_virva before I WAS BEING MADE LEAVE was that ... hmmm you know... we kindof frequently seem to think the same, so I guess whenever you think something and then think 'ahh sounds kinda weird to say that, better I don't', I probably just think the same.
So, neee it's not wrong to call us ...(^ ^;) that, ne. ニコニコ

And tonbo_no_arashi, thank you... ドキドキ Thank you T____T I totally fail today. Love you. *キス* *ナッズル*

Ahh and in case you'll check my LJ before ... I don't think so, unsraws_bitch, but well. Looking forward to our Suhi neee... <3


And isn't it typical? There was no one here... NO one, in the library, when I got here. First person coming inside ... Asian guy xD

But ... thank you so much everyone who remembered... I will hm. Read someday. x.x Maybe tomorrow even. Ne.
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14th-May-2008 07:51 am (UTC)
Aw babe, don't apologize. This way I could 'see' you somehow, ne. And if it helped you, it's great, ne. *is at a lack of expressing what she wants to say*
14th-May-2008 08:51 am (UTC)
*doesn't apologize then* <3
Hai ... neeeee ありがとう〜 ^^

At least I get a little bit now neeeeee T_T *barks* ... xD
14th-May-2008 07:56 am (UTC)
oh it's your birthday today, isn't it? at least lj says it is... or tomorrow?? *is confused*

and i hope your internet gets fixed. i already died a million deaths when my connection wasn't working for a day -.-' it just sucks.
14th-May-2008 08:53 am (UTC)
Haiii today. Well, for me it is today ne, the 14th ^ ^

Thank you... and goddssdammmit yes it sux. Ah well. Can't help it.
14th-May-2008 09:03 am (UTC)
happy birthday then :D
14th-May-2008 09:30 am (UTC)
Thank you ^ ^
14th-May-2008 07:58 am (UTC) - Happy birthday, darling!!!!!!
YES, I did check LJ, cause I made an entry myself *cough* ... so: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my sweetheart!!!! Love you!! Am looking forward to tonight's Sushi!!!

(What the fuck I-net in Munich doesn't work?? ... sometimes it not so bad to be here with me, ne *smiles*)

KISS U!
14th-May-2008 08:58 am (UTC) - Re: Happy birthday, darling!!!!!!
*checks your LJ while listening closely to what prof says xD*
Thank youuuuu ^____________^

(Yeah Alice thought it should hmmm cut out, so ahah =__= It worked a while when I got online, for about 2 hours, and then ZING it was gone. And the usual reboot didn't even work. *sigh* I just got a new modem, Gods, can't be that one =___='

*kissssu*
14th-May-2008 09:05 am (UTC)
Awww, I already thought it was your internet being stupid.

Hm. Well.

I hope your day will be better than last night, indeed. I hope you'll have a very very nice birthday no matter what ^^

*sending you to my LJ*
14th-May-2008 09:38 am (UTC)
Oiiii I have a couple of minutes left (am at college XD argh)

.............................

ohgods...I'mactuallyovertherenow *DEAD*

And I'll repeat: *breathes* ... *slooowly*
OMGS YOU WENCH!! MAKING ME BLUSH SO MUCH IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS!

So there. *dizzy* Argh... n. Thanks uh... now my day is better =D Umm... indeed XD

ohgodsnowIclosedthatonewindowandtheonewiththepictureinHUGEcameupandGARGHthereIwentagain*embarressed* eh ≥____≥

GodsGirlYouMakeMeWantToGoToDifferentPlacesRightNow

*breathes again* ... *slumps over her laptop with blood spilling from her nose, leading to that laptops are prohibited at college during class cause of danger for unknown reasons... surely that man in the background of her desktop didn't have anything to do with it ne...*
14th-May-2008 10:25 am (UTC)
*hugs* Sounds awful! ó.ò
Still, Happy Birthday, ne! *cuddles*
<3
14th-May-2008 09:52 pm (UTC)
=D Got so much better ^_____^

Thaaank youuuuu <3 *love that Kaishoot*
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15th-May-2008 08:30 pm (UTC)
Saaaankyuuuuuu ^ ^
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