(30. October 2008)
'The folly of your love shreds all the feelings I ever had for you and turns them into disgust', he said.
Come embrace me achingly
Spike me with your loathing
Water me with your revulsion
My dependence a silent compulsion
Depending on your everything
I can live with that repugnance
As long as it is more than nothing
I will deceive myself sufficiently.
If you lead my misery to agony
I'll embrace your distress.
If you lead my life to death
- so be it.
"I am, without a doubt, incapable of denying that my everything and all I have ever been perfectly belongs to You."