I am a calm person.
I'm not just saying that to calm me down.
For I truly am.
This makes me...
Yesterday night I was so much shaking I couldn't even write. Things around me kept toppling over.
Wonder why I slept so soon... and sound...
That is good.
Now I will leave... well in... a few minutes, seconds... when I'm done brushing my teeth.
I am not nervous at the moment.
Which is a half-truth.
I am not thinking of it at the moment.
Just as I wrote this, my heart started pounding...
I'm at EASE!!!!
FUCK WHAT A LIE!
I have no clue how that is going to turn out... I have no idea what is gonna wait for me.
I will see.
For then I shall return.
Unless I run away with them.
I am not