It went up and down, and that pretty fast. Rollercoaster-like.
→ Woke up much too late. ー
→ Skipped the first classes I would have had. ー
→ Went to my Doctor to fetch a prescription I definitely do need before Thursday, 5 minutes by subway and 20 minutes to walk, just to find out they're on vacation the whole week. ー
→ They had a piece of paper with the number and address of a stand-in attached to the door √
→ Went back and called them up, just to find out that I was calling 'outside the consultation-hours' ー
→ Then, five minutes before I had to leave, I pondered whether I should actually leave to college at all, and decided "Hey, you're fond of that Sayings-Thing, so go!
", and went. √
→ When I arrived at the subway I thought I didn't make it, but I was lucky, the subway was just about to arrive. √
→ All subways and busses arrived perfectly in time. √
→ After about 20 minutes of waiting for the prof, the secretary came to tell us, he might not make it, but left some instructions for us. If he wouldn't be there by 3pm, we were free to leave. ー
→ Despite being pretty sure he wouldn't show up, I stayed. √
→ By some incidents I got to talk to the girl next to me, one I've been 'knowing' for 1.5 years now, never talked with each other. She was one of those rather loud ones, at least in the classes I had with her, and at times rather annoying. One of the 'disturbers' of class. And there I was, gazing fascinated into her eyes that I found rather beautiful, even though they were pretty 'usual'. Talked about our profs, and about some teachers and experiences at school, for at least half an hour. What a lovely, complex lady. Not loud anymore at all. She seemed to have changed the past year. √√
→ Left along with the others at about 3:15pm, and ran to catch the bus, together with one of the guys from my class who'd also been at the hiking tour, a 1st semester. √
→ Did not go downstairs to the subway with him to call the doctors, as consultation-hours should already have started. Tried three times, no one answered the phone. ー
→ Decided to go there directly nonetheless. √
→ Had missed the first subway to go there because I had made those 無駄 phonecalls. ー
→ Had found an empty water bottle I could exchange at a Schlecker-market near the doctors' and got 25ct in exchange. Good for me, bad for the woman working there, as she scarcely had any change left. √
→ At the doctors', they needed either a letter of transferral [whether that is the correct word, I'm not sure]
or 10€ as security (that I'd get them the letter later) to get the prescription, I had neither such letter, nor a receipt, and only found 4€ in my purse. ー
→ Left for the bank, luckily close by, got the money, and finally got my prescription √
→ Turned back when I was outside the practice to ask whether the thing on the prescription actually was the same as I had needed - the name was different, but it was the same. √
→ For some reason I didn't take the straight way home, decided to get out in the center of town and bought a cake and tiramisu, knowing how much Rosie loves it, decided to have it parted in two √
→ Took the bus home, ordered the thing via prescription √
→ Wrapped the tiramisu and put it into Rosie's fridge with a note stuck to it that it was for her (for some reason she was in bed already, it was around 5pm) √
→ Had both "It's no Good" and "In your Room" come up randomly on my itunes, both trigger songs. Not the bad kind of trigger, but still trigger enough to had me react at least in some way. ー
→ Rosie almost cried because of the tiramisu. √
→ Rosie called me to talk. There had been a somewhat bad atmosphere lately, we talked for almost two hours, things were fine again. √
→ Had wanted to use that time for Kanji, as I definitely do have to do that, badly need to, couldn't do so. ー ー
→ Sensitive as she is, she'd noticed ... "Something about you is different... you shine so much again... Are your exams over?" - "Ugh, no... they're all still to come... -_-'" - "So what's up...?" Luckily, I knew enough 'good things' to tell her, again, and always prettily leave out the main reason for why I might be somewhat shining. [Or why my eyes have taken on a deeper blue yet again, I noticed later.] √
→ 葉月's finally got a band-name! √[one of these doesn't really feel enough...UれCーww]
→ Realized again that the next exam is in one weak. ー
→ It's 麗's (and Leda's) birthday~ ♥ √√
→ No appetite. Blaming it on the cake. ー
→ Was nice to my body though and ate at least a bit. √
So summing it all up...
There seemed to be many more √
after all. Though to be honest, I was a bit generous with the √
though. I mean. I could have added more ー
by telling about the guy who hit me with ... I don't even know, on the bus. For example. *laughs*
However. After the last ー
there were a lot of √
, and right now there's this hu-ge ー
because I'm 1.5 hours behind the time I should have gone to bed at. Of course, another one of these 'not intended' things. -___-" But there's that, when I think I need to do entries and whatnot at the same time.
... Kinda weird day, if you ask me.
I guess I'll remember it though. The day everything went up and down, when I was found out without being found out, a day of almost confessions and confessions, confusions, 麗's birthday, and the day 葉月 and 怜くん decided on a beautiful band-name. すごい
What a day.
... Will I make it through tomorrow, is the next paining question.
A couple of words are burning on my lips, つーか、心の底を焼き込む言葉が…「 」
嗚呼。I won't spam.