So... this is my
Entry in almost two years of LiveJournaling.
I guess I should say something meaningful ♥
Well I guess, first of all, a huge ThankYou to everyone I got to meet through here and who gradually became important to me in the one or other way.
[I could list a lot of names here but... I might forget one or two, and then feel embarrassed that I did and... un~ Know thyselves! 微笑]
There are some of you that I'm not really in contact with lately [
Whom am I really in contact with lately anyway orz] but that doesn't mean that you have vanished from my thoughts, nor my heart.
Thank you everyone.
I'll be properly back on your blogs too, after my exams.
That is, in about a month... *shot*
Well I guess... if anyone insists of a list of names, I'll sit down and do it...
It's not like I don't feel particularly thanking some of you explicitly for things... Maybe I'll do it after all orz
Well, I just checked my tag history. I know I've done it before, sort of surprised at the outcome... yet, then not really surprised at all. *laughs*
The tag I used the most is unmatched
[or so] blog
, with 490 uses...
Number two is, uh, well... mao
. I uh. Don't know whether that should be surprising, 209 uses.
Next is fun
with 129 uses. That's where the memes and quizzes show effect *laughs* but
209, huh? Right. And I haven't really been using that tag often lately, ne... Ehrm. x3
I won't go into details on this... I uh... oughtn't, I guess.
So, enough about tagging history... A bit about the lately-me
*laughs*☆ Things (or so) Japanese ☆
I had to realize
that I've got a sort of Japanese-Fetish. I mean... I'm just sort of terribly weak when it comes to... things Japanese. No, wait. Not things. People.
Japanese. Yeah. (照)
Yesterday, between one course and the next, Irene and I sat down in the institute's canteen, together with two other girls from Japanese Studies [I call that for Japanology just in case anyone wonders that I suddenly use a different word. I won't anymore hereafter 8D]
After a while, a couple of kouhais came to join us. Amongst them, two 'fresh' Japanese♂ students. Uhh... (//∇///)
I again had some fun analyzing myself. It's not like they were mind-blowing pretty or anything. They just were... not unattractive. *laughs* So I sat there opposite them (one whose face I could only see at occasions due to a huge mane of... black... hair... (ﾊｱﾄ)
) and just couldn't stop myself from smirking and scrutinizing them. Going like "mehehehehe" on the inside... Ahahahahaha... Seriously... I'm like *eyes sparrrrkling* with some part of me surely going like 'Uhhhh Prrrreeeyyyy' or something ... even if it's just for the eyes *laughs*
Yeah I do realize that once in the 'right' districts in Japan I might just stand still at some street corner and just look and never move \8'D/
Occasionally -possibly- going like
... or even...
I just feel so good with Japanese -friendlywithniceaura- guys close. *nodnod* So much at ease, don't even know why.
So much so I can forget everything else around me 8'D
Had this blissful smile playing around my lips all the while we sat together with them. [Uh and... jadako
, *hums name
* it's a different 'blissful smile' than the one from yesterday 8D I've got... several...
This was the one that might have had a hint of drool clinging to one corner of my mouth *SHOT*] Talking about Japanese... ↓☆ *insert fitting word* ☆
I still keep thinking back to the concert last week. You know, the day after, I just felt... I guess the way I have been wanting to feel for a long time. Free. At ease. Parts of me that haven't been feeling that way finally were able to feel so again. I think they touched down where, more than a year ago, others had touched down, stirred everything up, threw me, pulling my insides out and stuffing my outsides inside, turning everything upside down and laying myself open in ways that were devastating at times. I don't know whether it will happen again to that extent, maybe. It's just that I never really came back down... or 'up' rather, after that. So frail. I haven't been feeling that sort of frailty for a while now, and that live... I guess it healed much more, much profounder and longer lasting than anything else that happened between my first downfall.
The day after the concert, the way I felt I could only put into words like (Insert worldshaking atmoshpere here.) "I felt like yesterday... happened
Just yesterday some things came back to my mind.
The way 京 was so different from the other times I've seen them. He even... almost seemed human. Almost. Still otherworldly, yet from a much more friendly sphere than the ones I know from before. Not so much the demon, but more the keeper. Whenever he happened to look at me, I did not feel as if a creature from the darkest pits of somewhere-close-to-Hel was burning its fiery eyes right through my soul, no, far from it. In fact, I felt safe. There was no bit of fear. Instead, this overwhelming gratefulness and surrender.
Speaking about Diru.Pictures~That's about what I looked like before the live
Have I mentioned that I love collars? Or *purr* leashes to keep the soft, cozy pet whe-*shot*
Taken in Rosie's bedroom. Bigger mirrors, にゃー *laughs*
Well, and this was after.
About no make-up left whatsover... Or well. The pitiful rest. *laughs*
[And wet eyes...]
Mawww~ There are a couple more pics lying around that I ~might~ have posted some day, but well *laughs*
That's enough for now~
Mmrrrrreow? w にゃ〜
Oh well, right, pictures.
I was talking about babykittens in my last post. Well, I tried to catch some pictures of her today but... that Wooshl is just too quick *laughs* ... and the batteries of my camera just too weak... but I got at least two pictures that ... well.
Are just too adorable to not post.
She's nine weeks old... isn't she just... ungh~
Well, bigger pics next time~