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When everything turns to nothing, I'll still be there for you.
Love me. [Drabble] 
17th-Jan-2010 12:03 am
uru drama
Title: Love me.
Author: outori
Rating: NC-17
Character: Ruki
Genre: Another one of my ESSS - Extremely short short-story.
Warnings: Not beta-read.
Disclaimer: Not owning anyone in the story, however, the story I do own. = No posting elsewhere allowed.
Synopsis: Not needed, you'll have read it before I told you what it's about ^ ^'
Author’s notes: Just a short read about 300 words. Enjoy~


Love Me


“Love me.”, he said, his eyes glazed over with the mist of wanting to forget the past that cut through his heart with every minute he gazed on. His arms clasped around his chest in an effort to keep himself upright as well as to disguise how much his body was quivering.

“Love me.”, he repeated, his voice shaking, yet steady at the same time, a warrior close to his death, knowing he is defeated, yet clinging on to the final bits of life left within him, only to retrieve the last piece of truth, as if there were an unwritten law to absolutely unfold all hidden veracities to the dying.

Something in his voice broke, and he sobbed. The snot ran from his nose and down his throat, handicapping his speech, and he turned his face to the side, averting the pair of accusing eyes. Tears painted his face with the despair of the unwanted, and hung from his dark lashes like raindrops from autumn leaves, quivering like prayers wishing to be heard. The moonlight shining in from the barred window paled his features almost beautifully, briefly turning him into an unearthly, grieving entity of night.

A nerve in his upper lip twitched, followed by a sudden spasm running through his body, and this time he gave in to it, letting it shake himself out of the daze he had flown into, yanked his head around again and now glared into the relentless eyes that stared right back at him, glared, and almost shouted, demanding as a last instance, as his final words, “Love me!!”, as he gave in and broke down crying, crashing against the mirror in front of him in a way that the unwieldy fiend shattered into thousand pieces piercing his flesh and cutting through his soul more than ever before, leaving him with nothing but a crushed truth and a myriad splinters of his accumulated lies.



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Right. Just something that started gushing out of me today afternoon, in the middle of studying and studying more *laughs* At least this time I put my stuff away and started writing. >.>'
I know it's extremely short, and isn't really anything standing in comparison with what I usually write, but at least it's something.

Comments are my daily bread ♥


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17th-Jan-2010 11:21 am (UTC)
Thank you~ *smiles*
17th-Jan-2010 06:57 am (UTC)
I loved the ending of this.

Um... "snot"? :3

*hugs* <3
17th-Jan-2010 11:23 am (UTC)
Thank you <3

Yeah... There isn't really any nice sounding word for it, is there? Maliasmus? orz.

*hugs back*
17th-Jan-2010 07:53 am (UTC)
This just hurts.
You succeeded - again - in writing down what I feel.
I wish I could write that way.
I wish I could scream like Kyo does in the unplugged version of "Agitated screams of maggots"
I wish there was something I could do to stop this poisoned sting piercing my heart so viciously
17th-Jan-2010 11:28 am (UTC)
Mmh... Afterwards I thought that maybe you would find it fitting in some ways.
You probably can do it. You'd just have to let it out, and just scream. It can actually be freeing.
*hug*
17th-Jan-2010 11:42 am (UTC)
Arigato for the *hug*
Yepp, I wish I could scream that way, but I can't - possibly because I already suffer from a sore throat and snuffles.
Btw, can't bear this music anyway at the moment, much too emotional
17th-Jan-2010 01:17 pm (UTC)
Mmmh~ *hugs again*
You could try something totally else for once. Like... just take The Cross of Changes by Enigma, put it in and play it. Might do something :3
17th-Jan-2010 12:29 pm (UTC)
This is powerful, descriptions, images just cut deep.
17th-Jan-2010 01:18 pm (UTC)
Thank you.

Feel free to check out my other work/actual stories. ^-^ Link is at the end of my post.
17th-Jan-2010 11:31 pm (UTC)
This was chilling, I liked the emotions conveyed here

Good work ^_^
18th-Jan-2010 12:19 am (UTC)
Thank you :33
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