And I give up forever to touch you... I just don't want to miss you right now... And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand.
~Falling~(24. November 2007)
Don't stop me from falling as deep as I do
Don't stop those claws of sorrow from scarring my soul
I'm rendered to pieces by the looks that you give
Words washing over my heart dragging it over those cliffs
Hurt me, I want to know you're alive
No tears coming from you, like petals of mauve
They cling to your eyes forever to see
That all you ever can do is hurting me.
Don't stop me from falling
I want to hear your voice calling
And see you coming to hold me back,
You, angelic, it's only feathers that lack.
Falling. Your hands too far away
Out of reach, can't hear what you say
Shutting down my life and let go.
When everything about you just hurts me so
I tend to go blind for that immanent beauty,
Numb for those loving touches so futile,
Deaf for the love your soul's calling out,
A cripple for what your ever-changing love is about,
Illiterate for the words you carve into my soul
With petal lips so sweet, so true, so whole.
No way back, goodbye, I'm going down
Sinking into darkness, heart left unsewn,
Can't hear what you say
Don't know that you stayed,
Those last words so crucial,
Our touch, never been mutual,
I reach out, craving for those lips to feel,
Hurt me, kill me, I want to know that you're real.