As per request by unsraws_bitch
, NEGA's Konrui wa akai chi ni
I did take the lyrics from the older version of the song, being the one from ЯeBirtH Under the Chaos
. The lyrics have not been altered though, so they should work just fine.
Romaji and translation are done by me - notes are at the end of the post.
Don't repost without linking back to this post, and it'd be nice if you left a message if you did, thank you~魂泪は紅い血に
に生きろと…Konrui wa akai chi ni
hirakareta tobira no mae ni
fusagareta kokoro wa ima mo susumenai
tozasareta omoi no naka de
nakidashita sora wa itami wo mashiteyuku
itamu tabi ni kodou wa hageshiku
me no mae ni mieru 「shiawase」
yogareta te… tsukamu koto sae dekinai
kuroku somatta kokoro wa
kono sora no katasumi de naiteiru saiai no kimi ni
「aitai」to negau kono omoi wa kokoro no yami ni kesare
uso ni somatta kokoro ga
hakidashita 「kuro」ki uta
kono sora wa hate no nai kokoro no yami ni ooware
「ikitai」to negau kono sakebi wa hakanaku kiesatte…
…soredemo kokoro wa 「ikiru」koto wo kobamu…
kono akaku nagareyuku chi wa kanashimi no hate ni
「shiawase」wo negau kokoro no oku no sora ga nagashita namida no ame
kono ame wa furitsudsuku 「ai」to konrui wa akai chi ni…
subete wa ima (see 1)
ni ikiro to…Soul-tears into the crimson blood
In front of the opened doors
My stopped up heart cannot move on even now
Inside my locked sentiments
the sky that started crying is going to increase the pain
Why, I wonder
is it that whenever I hurt, the throbbing grows intense 
The "happiness" I can see in front of my eyes
My dirtied hands… cannot even grasp it 
My heart that has been dyed black
I cannot permit it "happiness"
Most beloved you, who is crying in a corner of this sky,
these sentiments of wishing "I want to see you" are erased by the darkness of my heart
My heart that has been dyed by lies
spit out a "black" song 
This sky is covered by the never-ending darkness of my heart
These screams wishing "I want to live" fleetingly disappear…
… and yet, my heart refuses to "live"…
This blood, that is going to flow crimson, is the rain of tears
that the sky inside of my heart, that wishes for "happiness" at the end of sadness, shed 
The "sorrow" this rain continues to pour and my soul-tears, into the crimson blood… 
"Live everything, now"… (see 1) notes
This kind of throbbing usually refers to the heartbeat/the blood pulsating through one's veins. Also note that literally
, he didn't say the throbbing grows
intense, there is no written word. Literally it is more of a "the throbbing intensely [...]"
"Dirtied hands" in this case could imply "bloodstained hands"
This "end" here is more of an "extremity" than a "stop".
Literally this would be "The 'sorrow' this rain continues to rain", it being 'sorrow' instead of 'water' that the rain is ... raining. But that doesn't work so well in English, so in comes the 'pour'. Just bear in mind that there isn't an actual "pour" in the original, just a normal "rain".
Note that the last line is a quote.(1)
Here he wrote 'genjitsu' (reality), however what I hear him sing is 'ima' (now, the present). That way, this statement/quote seems to say something like "Live everything in reality" mixed with "Live everything now", so in a way a "face reality and forget the past", but that is just my interpretation.
So what do you know, this is my first ネガ translation, isn't it? Heh. Faintly weird.
I've always loved the older version. It's so haunted
... I tend to get goosebumps whenever I listen to it
[His voice is like a silk-knife]
. The new version on the other hand seems more refined, and so terribly powerful somehow. While I find the older one to be much like a well audible cry of lament, the newer version with its "silence" might just kill you in your sleep.
Feel free to comment and object, as ever.
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