Magazines and Cold Sweat
So today, after going to the optician, I went to NeoTokyo, a J-store in Munich.
I just wanted to see whether they'd gotten any new magazines, and if
there were any among those that I ~might~ find the need to buy... I doubted it, since all the Gazette issues are still due to be released (they did
have the new FoolsMate though).
Well... but since I'm already infamous about staring for 10 to 20 minutes straight at a single page, they're already used to me just being there, going through all their magazines and then leaving without buying anything... or one thing... or two. Hmmmm yeah... But seriously, I was actually trying to translate the interview at that time, so I wasn't just staring for ten minutes at the shoot xD~ らら ら〜
Though, to be totally honest... I tend to gaze at some single photo-pages for a while nnnn...
Anyway... I immediately went for the shelves with the magazines, scanning them for new ones... and then just taking one after the other to see whether there was any シド in the directory. Ahhh yes... I always scan the directories for my bands. Won't buy a magazine that has too little of those in them (unless a shooting in there was really
good.) So hmmm... I grabbed that *I already forgot what it was but I think NeoGenesis* because it did
have that name on the cover...
I only realized after six pages or so that I had already looked at that the last time. It was the issue that has excerpts from all the recent issues, one issue per page... Once I realized, do you think I put it back? Uhhh no... there was faa~ar too much シド in there.
Okay so I admit it, I wouldn't remember any of the other guys' looks but for マオ nnn... o-o"
But why o why, while I was gazing at page after page, why did it feel so terribly warm in that store? ... It wasn't that hot outside. A warm day, but enjoyably warm. And as soon as I started turning the pages... Uhh I was so close
to ask the guys if it was just me, or if it really was that hot in the store... somehow I didn't feel that it was so terribly warm when I had first gotten there but .... ngh. I seriously felt damp about everywhere. Clam and damp... my thighs, my shoulders, my nape, the upper part of my back, and mah faaace... sooouuuuuu damn warm x____X" I could feel the sweat form on my skin. Uh! o-o' I didn't ask them because I couldn't take my eyes off the pages nn. ＜＿＜
And noooooo it didn't help that I'd seen them all before. X___X" And then those pictures of them live. That tattoo. Staring and nibbling at my lips for too long. I drank so much water in there, but I still felt dizzy and sickish. Fucking shit...
Ahhhh I first cooled down a tiny bit when I started to concentrate on the Suteki Column. *sighsh*
... And when I left the place... got outside and felt my forehead... fucking cold sweat.
*blinks* ... Now someone tell me I'm totally in control of my body ^ ^"
That reminds me... last time I was in the car with mom, going home to her place, of course we were listening to Jrock. At one point, I think it was Despa that had been playing, I just stared at the display... just stared, feeling a bit threatened by the digital bars that soon would turn into the display for the next song. Suspicious, lifting one of my eyebrows... ZING as if I'd known. Car Ride
One of my personal, little deaths, and the only song she has on that CD that is by Sid. Suddenly I wasn't sitting in my seat anymore, I was crouching in it, pressed hard against the door, whimpering... Haha... okay so that was an overreaction maybe... but... uh... (mom chuckled at that), yeah well I sat back down calmly and just listened, but just somehow that didn't work. I mean, it did. But... you know, I sat there without moving, and felt how my hands got damp. I don't have damp hands, ne. My hands aren't sweaty. They're totally normal hands. But there, they just totally went all damp. I just looked at my mom and took her hand in mine to let her feel. She was like O---o" ... I just shrugged with a face like "OooOo I'm sorry... ^ ^;;"
When the song was about to end, mom shook her head and said "Holy fuck... I swear the temperature in here went up by one or two degrees..." and looked at me with that *tchtch* face... and turned on the air conditioner.
Sheesh... I felt a bit... 恥ずかしい。 *blink* Ehehe... Yeapp, totally in control ^ ^"""New Baby?
So ... Rosie had talked to me about that yesterday... and today, she came home late (drunk x-x), totally in awe... ahhh her heart taken away already. See...
It looks like we're gonna get a baby.
One of her sons had called her yesterday night, telling her that there was someone whose MainCoon had kittens... they were giving them away. ... Actually, they nagged and nagged she should come with them to take a look at the eight week old babies. And that she did.
She had wanted another male cat... but it looks like we're going to get a female. It's better for her other cats anyway, since she has two males, neeeee...
OoooooooOoo... A black and white female Maine Coon baby *__________*
We'll get her in the middle of October... if she doesn't change her mind (I'm sure she won't. Cause both her sons will get her brothers XDDDD)
I might get a new baaaaabyyyyyy!!!!!! ワーイ♪＼(^ω^＼)( /^ω^)/ワーイ♪
I mean, I wouldn't feel any need for a soft, plushie, smart, lovable, (possibly) loving little creature if her tomcats weren't lazy old farts. X_x *cough* Naaaaahhhhhhhh *_______* And a Maine Coon at that... ♥