I seriously got really hot in my face when I was watching that...
My mom had a youtube-day today, actually looking for Marilyn Manson vids. She is going to go to his upcoming concert in Munich, hehe. It was only this year that she started to get really interested in him, both his person and the music. [We are one bunch of madwomen in our family... and madmen, actually XD]
She ended up finding videos of Miyavi and a lot of other JRockers, and she sent me the link...
Now, I usually already know all of them. This time though - and I have no idea HOW I could MISS that - (´・ω・`)... ummm. Well.
I've never seen it before and it made me flush and my eyes water.
Call me ... ... ... whatever you like.
Just in case I would really be standing in front of him at that autographing hour in Berlin. Just in case. I was trying to say the things I plan to say to him saying them to that clip just because it is... really... challenging... ... (>__<) And I. I ... I ... I phailed. But so totally. Stammer stammer not being able to move my lips because they were contorted into a doting smile... Damn fuck damn? And even when I managed to expel all the words that made up one sentence
a) it took me about
a minute 30 seconds all in all
b) I still grinned like an idiot with tears in the corner of my eyes.
*headpalm* ... ... If I want this to work ... I will have to practice indeed. I mean... I have to prepare myself for every possible way he could look that day... just so I won't be fucking dumbstruck or be the stammering idiot I really don't want to be. Grrrrr. *paws at self*
*sigh* Anyway. Here it is.
If you wait for it to end [because you probably wouldn't want to watch it through, right? *cough* Right?] there'll pop up the comment from Kai and Reita as well.
I have a malfunction in my brain right now. Hm. Hmmm. I'll leave you alone. Duh. >_>