Hah, I'm still alive. Barely. Somewhat. Don't know.
無駄ね。糞試験こと。。。勝ってないけど大丈夫、そんなに大事じゃないね。Most important one is Japanese anyway, and that is next week. Don't seem to get my head up for anything but that. But well. I've always been like that, haven't I? Only really gotten into the things I like doing... the rest I'm like 凸(＞＿＜)『笑顔でファックユー』Fuck you society, I'm not your slave. らら。Like that, ne. Don't know how long we have to play the loyal dogs until we crack their heads with tigerteeth. Nee, I don't always like playing.
Well that's unrelated.
Apropos ~ナイ~ ... My Day and Night Day and Night listening marathon to 「泣き出した女と虚無感」probably has come to an end. ... I already listen much more to other songs, so it's fading... and still my playcount is about 1/3 of the whole playcount. Lol.
Nah... I want to listen to Kagrra, again. Heidi. All kinds of others... 9GoatsBlackout, I love them. Day and night day and night.
Gonna leave you with two memes I did the last few days.
And ごめん for not being on. ... can't really count 3 minutes for 'being on'.
Kinda surprising to sign on after a couple of days of totally offline, and have 3 requests. lol. I tend to have that many in ... half a year? well, found out I already knew two of them, just changed accounts.
So here's the first meme. Got it from milith
a while ago, she tagged me.A. People who have been tagged must, if they choose to participate, write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
Please italicize the new question if you do that. [I didn't do any new Qs]01. What are your nicknames?
Have a lot, but won't share them here.02. How does your hair look like currently?
Umm... down over my shoulders, fluffy, light brown, untamed because I believe in the freedom of Hair XD03. What's new in your life right now?
I just finished my first exam. 泣き出した still feels new, yet it isn't, I found fics that I left and might up with some, that's 'new', and else it's me having been to Copenhagen, and the band Zodia are new.04. How many colours are you wearing now?
Three, unless you count the tiny needle stripes on my shirt. White, black, my boots are brown. Oy, and ... no, underwear will remain a secret kehehe~05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
I'm much more introvert than the other, but can be both, depending on the situation.06. What was the last book you read?
Hey, I just finished my みんなの日本語II XDD07. Do you nap a lot?
Not at all. I tend to feel more tired when I take naps than before, so no. I just daydream, if.08. If you had to have a one night stand with someone famous, who would you like it to be?
mikaru.09. Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
Yes, I just wrote one name beneath 8 =D ... Well, and today, strangely, 9GoatsBlackOut made me very very happy, along with Tomnyan.10. What's your current obsession?
*blinks* Hmmm ... my obsession hasn't really changed, ne. Oh, well, I still have that weird 泣き出した女と虚無感-listen obsession, though slowly it starts to get less, as I realized that SID quickly will have... well... I don't want Mao to kick Ruki from his throne, you know. I mean, practically he already has, counting all the times that last.fm didn't scrobble, but it's the stats, the stats, neeee... T^T11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Depends on how fast I have to be, but I like to do it slo~w and have my time. Which includes a quiet, relaxed breakfast. So, all that, an hour. I can be ready in 20 or 15 if I really need to be, but nee... やだ。12. What websites do you visit daily?
LJ, my mail accounts, ameba. 13. Do you write fics? What was the last fic you wrote?
Yes I do. If you don't count drabbles and quickies *cough* into 'fics' the last one I wrote is Cape of Storms
. Not published (yet)14. What's the last thing you laughed about?
Myself. As usual.15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Dir en Grey - 蜷局16. What's the last movie you saw?
Errrrm.... "The Spirit."17. Would you enter a relationship with your ideal partner, even if you knew he/she was seriously involved with/married to someone else and would never leave them?
Yes. Even if they can't love me too. But that's not the question.18. What is your least favorite thing to do that you did today?
Hmmm work, maybe? And study for a subject I don't reeeaaally like. =__=B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.
I TAG... people I haven't seen in a while, let's see... thebsi
... are you still around? xDkairuki16leikochan14keimaxwellmeikyuuhyuktsutonbo_no_arashi
Wanna do a meme, dear? ^ ^"matsumototaka
And then there's this meme about one's favourite artists. Saw it on tayru
's.Get on your Last.fm account, check the bands you most listened to and answer the following questions.
1. How did you get into 31?
I thought that I seriously didn't remember, but I think they were one of the bands I found by accident on youtube. Used to browse bands a lot on there, going from one 'related' or 'recommended' to the next... and there I found ... yeah, which one was it actually? 「Eternity」, of course. It kinda pulled me in... didn't know yet what that song later would start to mean to me...
2. What was the first song you ever heard by 22?
Either 「腐った海で溺れかけている僕を救ってくれた君」 [Kusatta umi de oborekaketeiru boku wo sukuttekureta kimi]'... at least that's been my first favourite song... but I think it might have been 「売女の憂鬱」 Baita no Yuuutsu, as I bought their album without knowing them... I think xD And it's the first song on the album, dakara.
3. What's your favourite lyric by 29?
Hmmm... that's a bit biased, because I only know about three or four or their lyrics. I like 「光に降る雨」 a lot though. And 「Lost in Thought...」
4. What is your favourite album by 49?
Lovely wrong tag XD Probably Rikkaboshi.
5. How many albums by 13 do you own?
Ohhh... Umm, talking about really
owning, none, but 'virtually' it's three... unless some of the others are minis, I can't tell.. o-o
6. What is your favourite song by 50?
30 Seconds to Mars
Ahahah... wow, a western band XD Why do they have to pick such low numbers anyway, I don't really know any of that stuff... I mean, hey, their playcount is at 137 only. Erm... yeah xD
It should be... "From yesterday" I guess.
7. Is there a song by 4 that makes you sad?
Ah... the actual 'sad', no, none. They 'merely' raise the feel of 懐かしさ... hmm... anything else I could describe around that feeling is already bound within the actual word so... *sigh* ♥
8. What is your favourite song by 15?
Ohhh...It's still 「輪廻天昇」 Rinne Tenshou and 「幻」 Maboroshi.
9. What is your favourite song by 5?
Depends on my mood - 「休眠お休み」「桜の涙」「ALIVE」
10. Is there a song by 6 that makes you happy?
RENTRER EN SOI
I'm afraid I'd have to say 'no'... not in the way you'd feel when you hear a truly joyful song that makes you want to jump and dance, thrilled by the mass of positive emotions. It's difficult to describe maybe... it's a feeling of old and ephemeral that I get with most of their songs. A bit like Kagrra, so, and yet very different.
11. What is your favourite album by 40?
... are you kidding me? tayru
, you had the same *laughs*
I don't have any album but style, yet I like the song 「In silence」 more than any of that album ^ ^"
12. What is your favourite song by 10?
Dio - distraught overlord
*purrr* ... thanks for asking. Still and ever the eternal 「GOD forsaken ～僕は君の着飾った身体を共有する世界の隣人などでは無い～」 and 「CARRY DAWN」... 「HAUNTING」「Last Dance [Album Version]」
13. What is a good memory you have involving 33?
Awww... The whole good of this January. I listen a lot to 「哲学モルド」. Up and down and up and down. I just love
that song. The song itself is a good memory ^^
14. What is your favourite song by 37?
Should have asked me that in 13, I would have said 鯱氏...
Maybe it was 「SHAKE ME DOWN」, or 「大きな木の下で」... 「夢の中へ」
15. Is there a song by 19 that makes you happy?
Happy, no, but incredibly at ease and relaxed. 例えば「凍える夜に咲いた花」「灰と雨」「月の記憶 - Fallen」
16. How many times have you seen 24 live?
17. What is the first song you ever heard by 23?
18. What is your favourite album by 11?
「The Faded Film of a Japanese Sadness」
19. Who is a favourite member of 1?
＊ソフトスマイル＊麗。ルキ。葵。No ranking, please.
20. Have you ever seen 14 live?
Yes I have, once, black black agents ... xD No, seriously. ^ ^ I'll never forget 「壊れて行く世界」's despair.
21. What is a good memory involving 45?
Dancing in a dark dark crossroad all alone at about 2am to 「CONCEALMENT」... ^ ^'
22. What is your favourite song by 16?
*squeaks* *//////////* A... a... anoooo... umummmm... *concentrates hard to only pick one* 「舞」♥
23. What is the first song you ever heard by 47?
分島花音 Wakashima Kanon
Woah, she's high up already... I've only been knowing her for two months or so now XD 「still doll」
24. What is your favourite album by 21?
YOSH, they got mentioned =DDDD ... Oh dear. I've only been knowing them for a couple of weeks, and their already on rank 21 *lauhgs* They only released one album so far, Surveillance ^^ I would have picked that, though, if I had to choose between that and the singles. 「Two Hurt」 「Freedom」 and 「黄泉の譲り葉」 are reasons enough.
25. What is your favourite song by 18?
Ugh, I just tagged them right a while ago, now I don't recognize the titles anymoar... =__='... well apart from a.o. 「朽木の灯」, infallibly one of my favourites.
26. What is the first song you ever heard by 38?
Hmmm... probably 「青天ノ霹靂」, as it's the first on the album.
27. What is your favourite lyric by 3?
Dir en grey
「ザクロ」zakuro「太陽の碧」taiyou no ao「embryo」「CONCEIVED SORROW」
28. What is your favourite song by 2?
Ugh. 「依存の庭」Izon no Niwa. Though, as they differentiate between 'favourite song' and 'favourite lyric', I might as well pick「キャラメル」Caramel or... actually I'd pick a lot, so I'll let it be. =__=
29. What was the first song you ever heard by 32?
Either 「cold prey」 or 「the dropping sky」, I can't remember.
30. What is your favourite song by 8?
Hahah... he's still on 8, ne... 「Lust for Blood」
31. How many times have you seen 17 live?
Never seen them live.
32. Is there a song by 44 that makes you happy?
Oy... I don't even listen to them anymore. Only did so for a very short period, but I don't think any of them made me particularly happy. I loved Setsurenka though.
33. What is your favourite album by 12?
It's always been 「雅－みやびうた－歌～独奏～」 Miyaviuta ^_^
34. What is the worst song by 46?
Bleh, wrong tag. Or, well, right tag, but last.fm didn't recognize it =_=
Worst... I think I liked 「one love」 least.
35. What was the first song you ever heard by 34?
I saw the PV first... 「Zenith」, wasn't it?
36. What is your favourite album by 42?
Right tag this time, same answer, Rikkaboushi.
37. How many times have you seen 39 live?
38. What is your favourite album by 36?
Only have the live album.
39. What was the first song you ever heard by 28?
アリス九號. (Alice Nine.)
That's so long ago, I can't say for sure. I just know that 「velvet」was one of my first, and the
Alice song I fell for.
40. What is your favourite album by 7?
Ne... going to bed. 試験，日本語の従業、仕事、勉強。。。