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[mem] I'm afraid of ... out of 72 common fears // A bit of today. 
4th-Feb-2009 11:39 pm
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Bah, I'm loaded... great, yesterday night just when I got back home from college and our Japs movie nights (we watched 「今,僕は、、、」) about half past 9, Rosie went like "Ahh I don't want to scare you ehehe ^ ^' but the chimney sweep is gonna come tomorrow morning... at six..."

I just said "Oh great." and went to my room, put my stuff down, got my music started, ignored everything else, then made dinner, ate, took a shower and went to bed.

That's practically it.

And of course I didn't sleep yet... once I checked the clock it was already past zero. Six hours of sleep are kinda okay sometimes, but when I woke up at 5ish because of some noise out there where Rosie and the cats where, noises that just didn't stop... gargh. I switched my iPod back on and concentrated on the music. That way I fell asleep again.

So at six, just when I got up, LJ went down for maintenance... ah well. =__=' Got ready and started on my breakfast, the only person online was lunachaos, so I talked to her while I had my breakfast (thanks), and while the chimney sweep (... the actual man had OVERSLEPT so his colleague dropped by ... at about 6:30 I think, Rosie already totally nervous, as she had to leave for work at about that time already.) worked away in my room. He left after petting the cat some, I finished breakfast, found that my lovely _meikyuu_ had signed on to check her mails, so that made the day already a bit brighter.... \(^----^*)/

Already felt that dizziness of having too little sleep (do you know that one? -_-') around then... [and マオ and his pics and angles didn't make it better あはーん ... and don't blame it on me meichwan when you got dizzy in the shower XDD~] got a bit hyped up at college though, and luckily didn't really lose that energy even during work right after it, either. However I noticed that I hardly had energy to study... fuck that. =-= And right now I'm just like *beeeeeeeeeep*

Maybe I'll go to bed early? Hmm... Or read a fic. Haven't done that in ages.

So, here's the meme I've been 'mentioning' in my header. It's ages ago I've seen it on tayru's blog, and I don't think I've been posting it yet...


[ ] the dark [うるさい. I love it. I live in it. I thrive in it. People at work always ask me why I don't switch on the lights when I go to the cellar or storage rooms... xD]
[ ] staying single forever [I'm far too complicated it seems, if I feared that, oh dear, all hope lost... though well, I don't really like the idea. Depends ... ne.]
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders [*petpet*]
[ ] flowers or other plants [Ahahah... I've just been protected by one last night in my dream... ^___^]

Total so far: 0

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire [RESPECT, not fear.]
[ ] deep water [Same as above. And fascination... well, same thing about above mentioned.]
[ ] snakes [*petpet* I love their feel... I'd really want to own some one day ;_;]
[ ] silk [eh? ... is it common to be afraid of silk? O-o That was new to me...]
[ ] the ocean [Uhhhhhh take me there nowwww... T___T ♥]
[x] failure [To finally set an X ... XD... well, I'm not really afraid of failure per say, I just don't like it, not at all, but it also depends on the failure's dimension, ne... so in a way, I might be afraid of it... like, you wouldn't want to fail at saving your dearests' lives, for example, things like these.]
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning [I love going outside when it's being both. Respect, lots of respect... ^_^]
[ ] frogs/toads [lol... when I was a child, our neighbour called me so I could rescue them from his cellar XD I raised them, too... ^ ^"]
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's/spouse's dad [I've only ever been slightly nervous, that's all xD]
[ ] boyfriend's/girlfriend's/spouse's mom [same as above]
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places [well the thing is, if someone does it before me, who's not a total acrobat, and I see it's okay, then it's okay. like, bungee jumping wouldn't be a problem... it's the ~arriving down there~ that's the mondai ^ ^"]
[ ] snow [ ♥ ♥ ♥]

Total so far: 1

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death [I don't want to die yet. But I'm not afraid of death per say, usually I'm not. And as I don't know how I'm going to die, it eases the case... ne ^^""]
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed [Hmm I might be, if I lived in a country where it's more common to get robbed, and depending on my experiences then. But I surely wouldn't want to lose anything I carry with me ... most of it is important to me =_=]
[x] falling [not if I land soft... hmm... falling...falling... there are so many different kinds of it... one of them... Okay I'm gonna mark it, cause yeah, of that one I sometimes really am scared of. x-x]
[ ] clowns [I don't fear them, but I think they can be pretty damn SCARY. ... If they want to be. xD (or... not)]
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people [Don't really like them, but most of the time I either don't care, or get annoyed and pissed of.]
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities [Don't really like the idea of it... I rather not. But I never had them yet, so I can't tell whether I'd be afraid]
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes [Again, all about the respect.]

Total so far: 2

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases [Just a bit... maybe. Maybe not. I'll just set an x]
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty [depends on the kind of poverty.]
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school [There's been a couple of years I've been terrified of the time I'd have to enter the classroom. Thank Gods that's over......]
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf [Well.... Already the question 'if you had to choose, would you choose to be rather deaf, blind, or dumb' makes me feel at unease.]
[ ] growing up [Whoops, thought I already was rather grown up XD]

Total so far: 6

[ ] creepy noises in the night [I tend to find them fascinating]
[x] bee stings [allergic... Not that afraid anymore, but I'm cautious, ne, especially wasps and hornets x-X I think bees' might be okay by now.]
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat [O--o']
[ ] high speed [depends on who's driving. I don't like it when I feel unsafe then. Rather ~hate~ it.]
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Total: 8

... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or fewer, you’re fearless.

Ah sou ka... xD Well, they didn't mention anything that includes dirty little things some people like doing at nights... and they neither mentioned certain people's names and.. err ^ ^' but I guess my fears are rather uncommon then xD

... Though I must wonder... Fear of doormats? oO That's common? I mean, when they bark and bite, okay, but... O-O'
5th-Feb-2009 03:21 pm (UTC)
*sneaks in and gives you a surprise -mwah- on your cheek* I miss you!
5th-Feb-2009 04:22 pm (UTC)
Awww... you're sweet :3
I was a bit startled when I saw I had a comment by you. Haven't seen you around in aaaages.

Luff <3
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