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[mem] This meme WAS innocent, I think... 
13th-Mar-2009 12:15 am
mao distorted
... until I came along, me and my... strange mood, and dudah, suddenly somehow... it turned weird. >-> But maybe it's just me thinking that it's slightly ~off~... %D eheh... *doubts that*

As far as I know, tayru posted this some time in February... ^ ^"
Excuse if it seems as if I was drugged here and there - the opposite is the case. I'm in a state of withdrawal.

... I probably should censor this... *ponders*

Are you happy with your given name?
Yes. It's mutual love. We love each other like the sun loves the moon and vice versa. At least in some myths it's that way. Tell me of some where it is not so, I'm happy to learn new things =D

What is your guaranteed weeping movie?
Sidnad Vol.3 =DD... Oh wait what? It's not a movie? Uhmm... I'm sure there was one, I can't remember it right now though. LOVELESS does make me weep, though. Oh wait, yeah, it was Bambi. ^ ^'

What is the one thing you like to do alone?
Cooking. Daydreaming. Writing. Giving myself over to dark-mintchocolate-gluttony. Breaking down. Recuperating sometimes, too. And more. You know what? I'm alone with most things I do, and I like doing them, ergo, I like doing them alone. Some of these I don't like doing with others though.[oooh, that sounded colllllld...]

What's a major fear or yours?
Being deserted, being not trusted and believed in by the ones I love.

Are you a pyromaniac?
I love fire =D *touches マオ's knee to underline and proof the truth of her statement*

Do you know anyone famous?
Yes and maybe. Yes: Me =D Maybe: I'm not sure.

Describe your bed.
Bed? ... Oh, you mean the huge thing that currently has マオ on it? Hmmm... Well, it's a double bed. The sheets are white and clean [not for that much longer...], the spread ... *loses focus* is Mao, the... the spread... is .. Mao? Erm. The spread... *tries to focus* ... it's mostly brown jungle leaves with a leopard... マオ... on it *cough* and There are two... three... four... pillows aaaand a lap-pillow that's all cozy and just waiting for me! erm... Oh, I lost focus again. Erm. There's... a guitar lying on the other side soon to be cleared so there's more space to move arou----*COUGH* and there's マオ on it. And a book. A... *tries to read title*... a... oh. *blushes a bit* A kinda etchi book. *cough* Erm. And... I guess from the look I got just now, there'll be a second person on my bed in a couple of seconds =D Not by their own will =DD They'll just be draaaaaOUCH!WHATTHEHECKAREYOUDOING???*restcensored*

What type of character would you play in a movie?
I'm back. I'd play the... mysterious girl that always seems to be there - in the background-, especially when some odd things surface, a girl no one and everyone seems to notice, someone who never seems to be confused no matter how strange the situation, giving great hints to the solution without ever really moving as much as an eyebrow, and in the end you'll be surprised how big a role she really played.

How do you eat an apple?
Hmmmm... I look at it for a while, marvel at its perfect skin, look him deep into his brown eyes before my look drops down to the soft lips and I lean in and... OH WHAT? Oh SORRY I lost focus......... O//////O again... Erm... I meant... eh, what was the question?

Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
Depends on the game played *mehehehehehehe* >D

What kind of first impression do you think you give people?
"Something's weird about her... oô"

Favorite communication method?
Touches. Looks. Mmmm just see what my li--- whoops, there we go again.

What is your hidden talent?
I can make you s........ hmmm hidden, is it? *sly gaze* Well, find out yourself.

Do you own a Bible?
Not anymore... I think. *looks at her bookshelf*... No really... I doubt there's a bible between all those lecherously swinging hips and garters and... no, not really xD

How many drinks before you’re tipsy?
Kaha... Define 'tipsy'. It's hard to get me drunk, really drunk, even though I can be I seem to not really lose my ability to know what's happening okay depends on whose around me , but to get me tipsy, two syllables can be enough =D *hears someone whisper マオ and gets all ... whohoooops~ tipsy?*

Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of friends?
Hmm... no I don't really have a problem with that, however I like changing my clothes in private. ... What? *turns around* ... Well, you're not a friend. ... *listens as she's being interrupted* ... Erm, don't look that sad, of course you're a friend too but... *listens*.... eh? o//O no... I won't go change in front of you because of tha - *listens as she's being interrupted again* Ah come ON, that's not FAIR -__-' *has to pause this for a bit to get back something she really can't miss*

What should you be doing instead of this?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeee =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD ... *cough* I mean... *inflaming look* .. you?

Who was the last person who called you?
Oh, that's a nice one. My Grandmom. While I was in same mentioned bed as above wi--- Oh what? Focus, darling, foooocus ><

Are you ready?
*purrrrrrrr* Do I look not ready to you? *twitches an eyebrow* .... I seem to look ready, he says. Ready for harv... ... Excuse me a second, I need to check whether he really said what I just heard. -_______-

What is the last gift you gave someone?
Hmmm... either Yuki my presence (muaha?) or 迷宮ちゃん the nerd sexy glasses and handcuffs. ... *cough* hehe. *innocent smile* =D

Does everything happen for a reason?
I believe so.

What is your biggest headache lately?
Withdrawal? =D

What color is your bedroom?
*looks at walls* Hmm... whereever I look it's always... either... 茶目 or... kinda まっかい or ... =D *decides to better not talk on*

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Hmmmm... depends on ... what you're talking about... I tend to not behave a lot as well as I seemingly am a nice perrrrrson....*purr* >D

Have you ever pierced your own body part or that of someone else?
*is about to say 'no' and then gets really naughty thoughts*... MWAHAHAHA... *cough* Erm, next question please. *cough*

What kind of watch do you wear?
Watch? Whom? Him? =DD Always! =DDDD

What’s one car you will never buy?
Cars that don't fit at least 5 Jguys in the backseats =D [or one, when his personality is huge enough to fill the space.]

How many online journals do you read daily?
Hmmm I never really read them daily but... almost and... hm, one, two? Sometimes more sometimes less.

Do you cry in front of your friends?
Depends on the situation and the friends, but usually I don't hold them back when they really want to come.

Would you die to save the life of someone you dearly love?

Do you have any married friends?
Hm, I don't know, really. Well... married and divorced, I guess...

Do you like thunderstorms?
No, I love them. *is kinda proud as she notices she's found focus again*

What was your first job?
My first? It wasn't really an official job, but I helped mom with her work as 'clerk'.

What was the last thing you typed before this survey?
Let me think ... "...angled between the two sweaty bodies, Tohya suddenly arched up with a growl so hot and fierce that ...." WHOPS! ^ ^"""" NOT what I was supposed to write........... Erm... I think... *focuses* ... I think what I typed last was .... was... "Something stinks." xD *is amused for some reason*

Who was your last IM to?
Whom I was last M to? Tch, really now! Is that really so hard to underst---- oh. Oh oops. Erm. IM? Errrrrr I can't recall. *flees to the next question as this was slightly embarrassing*

Favorite word lately?
Nyan~ And "I'm very sorry, ご夫人様! *teary eyes* I'll do everything to make it up to you ご夫人様!!! *crawls on the ground* Please forgive me ご夫人様!!! *whimpers*"

What’s the strangest thing that’s happened to you in the past week?
Getting high from withdrawal?

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
................... *tries to lie* I don't know. ... SHHH マオ! They don't want to know that you know! *angered look* NO really, it's okay, just...shhhhh don't tell!!!

Do you talk a lot?
In bed I do x3 unless I can't because of certain obje...... Argh, focus, where have you gone to? *desperately searching the room until eyes get caught up with certain figure stretched out leisurely on her bed* uhhhmm... Be right back! =D

What do you typically order at a bar?
If I'm "allowed to drink" *cough*, it's Baileys.

Name ONE trait you hate in a person.

Favorite writing utensil?
My fingers. With body paint. Or oil. And you guess what it is that I'm slowly writing on your warm, naked bod----OH dear... Actually my cartridge pen, even though I don't use it that much anymore. *small cough*

What’s one thing you’re a loser at?

When’s the last time you made someone cry?
Yesterday, myself.

Do you like the rain?
Usually I do. Not when it's cold, when I have to wait in it without protection and/or feel miserable as it is, or when parts of me that shouldn't be wet already are wet and... I shouldn't lose focus now. all that, but usually I really love it. Especially in summer, when the asphalt is hot and gives off that lovely smell when it's raining softly. Hmm I also love the feeling of running through little warm puddles with bare feet. ^\\^

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
If you don't count the people I tend to talk to sometimes even though they're not really there, and don't count my laptop as a person, it must have been my grandparents, hehe.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Oi. Study. ... And maybe.........*mind starting to drift off slightly* MAYBE try and focus. >_<

How much money would it take for you to give up the internet for a year?
Hmmm, got your calculators? It'll be a lot of money, because the things I'd need and do for that year all in all will be slightly expensive.

Where’s your ideal marriage location?
Next to the person I've been loving so much I thought my heart might burst from it, still am loving just as intensely, and have the feeling I always will love most of all I've ever loved in my entire life.

What do you cook the best?
Now there I've gotten a bit melancholic. Uhm... Anything that's in the list of 'my foods' I do cook rather うまく.

What kind of books do you like to read?
They should be captivating, of course, have a lot of twists you don't expect, beautiful language, wisdom that makes you stop and go like "woah... yeah... that's kinda... it.", connect a bit of he mystic world with the 'real' one and... the such. [Demanding much? Not really. I know some writers that just know how to...]

If you win the lottery, what would you like to do?
Lol, did you ever realize that some people indeed do win in the lottery, but then it's like... 10bucks or something. So... well xD Depending on the sum of money... I'd do... different kinds of things? Well imagine, if I started playing it tomorrow. And then win like... 37Mio the very next day. First, I'd plan things. Really plan things through. And then leave this country. And from then on, it's both obvious and not so.

If you don’t like a person, how do you show it?
Hm, my lips don't move much. My eyes are strangely cold and emotionless, unless I dislike them enough to even show a sign of contempt. If I'm close to really detesting them, my eyes turn to slits and I start growling or hissing, my muscles tensing and... hm what? Okay, right, I shouldn't go into depths.

How long have you known your best friend?
For some reason, every time I have to count all over again. Hmm 9 years for sure, almost 10, I'd say.

What are you listening to?
Music. マオ's even breathing from sleeping due to slight exhaustion. ... His breathing getting uneven as he wakes up and sounds from the sheets being moved and someone moving and... uhoh. O_O Be right back, have to defend myself.

What was the last thing you laughed at?
My grandfather. Myself. Ridiculousness.

What do you wish you were doing right now?
Switching places with a different myself in a different reality.

What musical instrument do you wish you could play?
I'd wish I could master the guitar one day, but that I have to achieve myself. If it were a thing that could be given to you just like that, I'd also love to be able to play the viola.

What’s the funniest experience you ever had at your job?
Hehe, that must have been that little boy of about 4 years and his mom... She wanted to buy lip gloss for him, because he'd seen a girl in kindergarten with one. So they went to where we have lip gloss, asking me for advice, until they settled not only with a sparkly one, but with a sparkly pink one. ... My colleague had already started to listen to our little 'conversation', and when the young mother and her boy went to the check out, she said something like "uhoh... he might turn out gay xD" and the mom laughed and said "Well I wouldn't even mind that... XD" ... When they payed, the boy didn't even want to let go of his precious lip gloss... and when his mom said "but be sure to give it to that girl as present!" he held it even tighter, as if he'd never ever want to let go.... xDDD

If you could speak any language, which language would you speak?
Apart from those I am able to speak or/and am currently studying/learning, I'd like to be able to speak... some old, native language maybe. Oh yeah, and Irish.

What fingers did you use to answer this?
All fingers except for those occupied with other things. Nothing dirty at all. Whatever makes you think that. Puh. Perverts...... xD


I should go to bed. ... to SLEEP guhdsdammit, to sleeeeep, and FOCUS!!!!!

*sigh* focus... focus... focus........

Roaded on Jul 19th 2018, 9:14 pm GMT.