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Sad things. 
26th-Jul-2011 01:46 pm
It literally was my first contact with the outside world yesterday morning.

Which was sad.
It's sad either way you look at it.

Beauty dying.
Enrichments to the soul, perishing.
Constructors of the magical, turning to ash.

Not a white lie, this time, either.

It was sad enough to hear that Kagrra, would disband... them being one of the few bands I met who build a totally different world within the time of one live, paint it beautifully, and leave lasting imprints on your soul.

"At least, at least that voice would live on."


"TOKYO: Japanese rocker Isshi, vocalist of popular Japanese rock band Kagrra, has passed away.

According to a statement on Isshi's official website, he was found dead in his home on July 18. [...]"

And his last blog entry was on the same day, 14:51. His last words being "[...] では、残り少ない今日も、皆元鬼をだして生き抜こうっ!!" ... "Let's live to the end" ...


Thank you, beautiful soul.



Let's meet again, in this life or the next, and the next and the next and forever always.

Like we all carry the essence of stars in our selves,

Some of us will carry your existence, until the end of everything.



陽は昇り沈んで そんな永遠に僕は涙する

誰しもが抱えた 誕生も終焉もまた 哀しみを訴える

願いは貴方に降り注ぐ そっと悲しみを越えて
いつか再び出会えると 泣いていた貴方の横顔を想うよ

I cannot say I haven't cried.
I cannot say I am not crying.


運命は 今 時を越えて
溢れ出す想いは 止めど無く流れ


May you find peace.

Thank you for you.

Thank you for having existed at the same time as I.
26th-Jul-2011 08:30 pm (UTC)
Such a great memorial of a journal this is,I can't believe that I will not hear Isshi's voice anymore,it was enough that they disbanded but death is another thing,I am honored to have been a humble fan of a great band,as well as existing at the same time as them it has been a good journey Isshi,you may rest in piece now,thanks for offering me comfort when I wanted it,thanks for everything,I will miss you.
27th-Jul-2011 01:30 am (UTC)
They were a truly beautiful band, and he, he's a beautiful soul.
Thank you for your comment.
27th-Jul-2011 04:16 am (UTC)
That was a beautiful entry and you have such a way with words... And an amazing picture of Isshi right there; never seen it before (I borrowed it for my comment in the Kagrra, community; hope that's all right with you).

He looks so happy and peaceful in that shot...just like what I imagine him to be wherever he is right now and what he's wishing for us.

Sorry for the comment from a random person~ but to be honest, I've been stalking this journal for many moons now and only now got around to commenting... I'm a pretty big fan of you since you look at life from such an interesting perspective! Love that story of yours that you wrote last month. Hmm...want to be friends~? I'm rather curious about those マオ spams...
29th-Jul-2011 01:23 pm (UTC)
Wow, that took some days for LJ to work again... Thank you for your comment, and of course 'borrowing' the picture is okay, it's not mine to begin with.

And you're right. It just fits. As if we were looking over us from some place far away, and yet quite close, saying "it's okay", and more than that.

Do not apologize though, I do love comments, no matter where they come from (exclude spambots) How come you were stalking? How did you find me at all? *laughs* Heeeh, fan? Funny how my 'fans' always seem to stalk me silently for ages before they start saying hi~ :3 also funny because I don't have thaaat much open for public. That's sweet though, thank you for finally speaking up *laughs* Also thanks for liking that story.
We can be friends, sure. Although I have to warn you, I'm terrible with checking my FL these days months, and I've come to rarely update on here as well. That includes the マオspam, if you're mainly here for that, you might get disappointed, it's been ages. Which doesn't mean he ever stepped down from his godsdamnedstupidhighfuckingthrone ... *cough* I found it's coincidentally better for my heart, heh.
... You can find them if you track the tag back though. Ahah. Have fun.

Edited at 2011-07-29 01:25 pm (UTC)
30th-Jul-2011 06:17 am (UTC)
I have added you~

LJ's crashes truly are annoying; the other day, it broke down right when I hit the post comment button and then I lost all my words >.<

I found you through the SID community back in April when you put up the dead stock kanji and romaji. I navigated my way to your journal and was wowed by the layout first off which I'd like to use myself one day...would you mind? and thereafter, after some amount of trouble found the recent entries page and started reading. And just visited your journal from then onwards to see what else would come up (I didn't have an LJ then so didn't comment.) I remember reading that long spiel of profile and then wondering whether to make my presence known or not *was a bit shy*

I really did like that story; I even gave the link to my friend to read. I connected right away with both of the characters having experienced both sides of that situation and you managed to put into words what I have felt before but could never express.

I also remember that psych test you put up some while ago; it truly was scary how accurate the results were. (I had a few other people take it too and they also found it very correct.) And the nature of it...strange. I got the same result as you if you were curious.

I'm pretty active on LJ these days but in a bit I shall go back to my normal state of dormancy (posting about once in two weeks or once a month) so your "inactivity" is well understood~
30th-Jul-2011 04:26 pm (UTC)
I added you back :3

Oh damn. Breakdowns or errors just when posting are a pain in the ass. Sometimes going ← recovers it, though. Might depend on the browser, I think it works with Chrome.

Oh, I see. Guess it's good to post something here and there *laughs* Use my layout? Hmm... A friend made it for me once, so I'm not so sure... I guess maybe it's fine for the layout itself, but definitely not the image, that is my personal one, it has too much meaning for me. In addition, the words are from a poem of mine. :3 ... Trouble? *laughs* "Wuzzly Mind" you mean? haha~ Well I'm glad you overcame your shyness. And I do love comments, no matter on what, and no matter how short or long. ^^

I am both glad and sad that you could relate.

Oh dear, that test. Somewhat disturbing, isn't it? I got the link to a second one later, if you like I'll pass it on to you. It was a little bit different, but the feeling was about the same, I think.

Alright~ We'll see each other around now and then so ^.^
31st-Jul-2011 06:08 am (UTC)
I went ← but alas my words were gone! Firefox did not save them :( Everyone says that Chrome is the best browser to have now but I'm too lazy to change.

Of course I won't use the image; I was thinking about changing it in the first place because I wouldn't want to layout to look exactly like yours *loss of individuality*. I'd just use everything else except for that. Is that a Reita I see in the image? I've always wondered who the people are because one looks sorta like Reita but I can't tell about the others. (Still new to the GazettE but getting into them.)

Oh, there's a second test? I would be very much interested~ Even though the first was disturbing, I still loved it.
2nd-Aug-2011 01:11 pm (UTC)
Oh yah... I changed to chrome because my former browsers seemed to not like each other (I work with two) so nyaaa... but chrome works wonderfully for me, I've really grown to it :3 It's very easy, too. And if I'm not mistaken, I could sync my bookmarks, so that was peachay.

*laughs* No, it's definitely not Reita. I'm not a Reita-girl. Just two of them are from Gazette (the guitarists), the other one on it should be familiar to you.

Yess, I found it in my inbox. It's here. It's similar, but different. I think I'll take it again just now actually. I liked the first better though, as much I think I can recall.
7th-Aug-2011 01:49 am (UTC)
Ah, now I see. It does really look like マオ but the black noseband lead me to think it was Reita :P He's made quite a signature of that, hasn't he?

Thank you for that link. I'll go take the test later and see how it goes~

P.S. Sorry for the late reply, but I was quite busy the last few days so… And that's an awesome userpic you have right there ^^
27th-Jul-2011 08:17 am (UTC)
Oh. Hold you tight, dearie.
I know how much he meant to you.
Sad news, so sad, sad, to me, too, even though I didn't know him.
29th-Jul-2011 05:21 pm (UTC)
Thank you. LJ hasn't been working for a couple of days so I couldn't reply, but yeah.
He still does, mmh~
4th-Aug-2011 11:32 am (UTC)
I am sorry for not commenting much on your journals,I am such a bad friend,anywhos I will keep this one as memory,I loved it very much.
4th-Aug-2011 11:59 am (UTC)
Ui, don't say that. I myself haven't been on my friends' page in ages, so it's kinda the same for me -3-
Thank you though.
6th-Aug-2011 01:56 pm (UTC)
I will try to be around your journal as much as I can,I enjoy your posts and it's fine I haven't been updating much anyway ^^"
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