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✝ Someone Leaves  Someone Enters ✝ 
14th-Jan-2014 09:15 pm
Ruki despair
My baby just left this world.


This is one of the last pictures I have taken of him, and it is probably one of the cutest there ever were. I saw him last a few weeks ago.

I love you, my baby darling. I love you so much. So, so much.

May you have taken with you what you needed.
May the burden you were carrying and you now erased have not been in vain.
May you hunt on your father's hunting ground
and smell the freedom in the blades of grass under your soft paws.
May you find everything you need.
May you be yourself.

My life would not have been the way it was without you. I am so grateful to you, I lack the proper words to express it.
I will love you forever and nothing can ever change that.
Not before, and not after.

May you rest in peace.

Let’s meet again, my beautiful prince.

Thank you, my little cheetah. Thank you so much.

Miro giving paw

I love you.

Rest in peace.
14th-Jan-2014 09:00 pm (UTC)
He's so adorable. Rest in peace.
22nd-Jan-2014 10:57 pm (UTC)
Thank you my dear.
16th-Jan-2014 03:07 pm (UTC)
Nothing more to say. Nothing to add.
All has been said already yesterday during that overwhelming ceremony.

The candles are still burning just as there is still that burning hole inside my stomach because I miss that paws at night and THAT STARE anytime he crossed my way.
22nd-Jan-2014 10:57 pm (UTC)
I am glad you found something during the ceremony.

Thank you.
And yes, that feeling is dearly missed.
23rd-Jan-2014 07:24 am (UTC)
The ceremony found me.
Thank you so much for this.

It hurts how fast you "get used" to this loss. I feel so bad about this.

However - I already had the feeling that I met him twice: a little cat, looking like him, crossed my running path last Sunday, looked at me, tail straight up.
And just some days ago, I went into the living room and suddenly saw him sitting on a chair, looking at me. That scared me - but just for a moment.
Roaded on Jun 21st 2018, 4:30 pm GMT.