Ah well, or... let me pretend at least ﾀｰ(*∂ｖ∂)ﾉｰｼｲ
Ah, so today was my last exam, out of not too many I must say. Wahh... I'm glad about that. ＼（⌒∀⌒*）The Exam
Mmm well anyway... my last exam, but the most important one. While it's enough for me to "just make it" with all the other subjects, I actually want to make it good
in 日本語, ne. [I still didn't study as much as I thought that I wanted to nnngggghh but well since it's my first year and I didn't learn that much new stuff... seeing that I always went into our little kanji tests unprepared (because I forgot ^^" ) and still got at least 95% ne... but... still... argh.]
I knew I'd make it either way, heh, but as I said, I. Want. To. Make. It. Good.
Gosh that spirit of digging myself down in work just hasn't reached me yet. *遠く目*
I did a bit more in the morning, and when I left... nervousness kicked in. Ho shit. I was
nervous all of a sudden (and I'm not one to get nervous easily. It's a rather rare state) The only thing that would calm me down and keep
me calm was Gazette's 傀儡絵 Kugutsue... I couldn't listen to anything else. Too fidgety. So I kept listening to it all the way to college. Diving into the guitarsounds. They're destructive, ne. Wah, I love it. All the way to the building. Had met a bunch of comilitones on the way. ... Arrived in the auditorium, got a place... I got dizzy. [Did I already mention I had only about 6 hours of sleep?... Less, maybe? Dang. Dunno. But I knew I'd make it through the first few hours of the day without it affecting me]
... Just, the nervousness added to it, so I tried to keep looking straight, not letting my eyes wander around too much. Drinking and drinking more of my water, until the sheets were passed through the rows and we finally were allowed to write down our names... and then begin.
We had to read a text first, answer questions, fill in the spaces and so on, a short grammar part, a translation into German (sounded like kindergarden German X-x") and then the 漢字 part. One whole page of them. Heh. I spent a lot of effort in writing them nicely
and not in my hand writing. Duh. And then I notice there is yet
another page with 漢字 only. Like, recognize them and write them in kana, or the other way around. All in all 50. I knew them all, I guess, though ARGH I mixed up jouzu... I did it before... That instead of 上手 I write 手上, ne... I just remembered that once in a test, that happened to me, and the one I'd thought was right hadn't been... so I sat there a couple of minutes writing it each way with pencil, trying to make up my mind which one looks real. [For some reason I thought that at the test I'd thought 'up-hand' and 'down-hand' and that's why I chose the wrong version]
(￣Д)＝３ ... Ah well. But then when I only guessed what the heck they meant with さんしゅうかん I guess I made up for it. Grr. Nnn. Ah well XDWork
Then the thing was, I had to go to work straight after. For some reason, they wanted me to go to a branch all the way outside
of Munich, ehhh? Nn... well. I was just about to leave home again (just went there for changing my cloths) I get a call from one of the branch managers, Clarissa, asking when she'll get the keys back. I was the last one in the store on saturday, thus I had the keys, but she needed them today. ARGH. So I rushed there first, handing them over, then rushing to the U-Bahn rushing to the busstop eeteeshe, I had to work at 4 but at just a few minutes to four I got off at the wrong busstopp [not a reason for why I got off to early (it was because the street names were about the same), but during the bussride I kept asking myself how and the ways of how you were possibly thinking all that time about that 私麗 mmmmm *__*]
so *cough* Well it's not that
bad to come late... when... you have okay excuses, and I just couldn't do it any other way (but for not getting off wrong XDD) Hmmmm well... Clarissa had only shrugged and grinned and said it'll be okay harhar.
Well so I stood at the busstop and checked out the timetable, realizing that my destination was 4 more busstops away. Now... that wasn't in the city at all. It was industrial area, ne. Messestadt, sorta. So no matter where you looked, just that loooong long street, a few industrial buildings, or principal offices of some sort, and else only fields and ... fields XD Checking out the timetable I also realized that the next bus wouldn't arrive before 20 minutes, erm, and it would take the bus one minute from here to the next station so well... I'm not a person who's gonna stand still and wait for the bus to arrive. I'm a person who's gonna walk to the next stop... seeing there that it only would have taken the bus another minute to the next, trying her way to that one as well... and since that also only was about five minutes from the last, walking on, lalalala *cough* and of course
just about missing the bus going nicely past her
when she's only five minutes from that next stop XXXXD
*cough* Yeah that's me. I could have waited then after the third, because the next one would come in about 7, but hehe, nooo of course not. I had already almost arrived in the 'town' or village where the store was... And now I already was in a walking mood, and you know, crispy clear weather, sunshine... cold, but lovely. And I WISH
こんな夜には just made it so much better, along with *______* 焼却炉があるほうへ and so much more XD... ... Lovely, to speed-walk along those fields. No one around whatsoever, ne, totally all by myself. I knew I'd make it until about 4.30 or 4.40 so it was okay. Hnnn... all alone... and 傀儡絵 came on and GOSH I just couldn't prevent myself from snarling... and death growling XXD And I was just death growling for serious when, yes, JUST WHEN THE
ONLY person around in kilometers passed me on their bike. AHAHAahahhaaAHAHAhaaaaa *squeallaughs*
hehhehehe... I was like... *gigglelaugh*... ... XD Shite... It's so so typical ... Well at least that old man didn't fall off his bike, ne~ *coughcough*
Hehe XD That didn't keep me from death growling on though, once he was out of sight (he came back twice O-o), and darn harhar I just couldn't wipe that selfsatisfied Rukisnarl out of my face for minutes and minutes after the ... about third time of playing it in a row XD NnnNNnnNNN heehe なるしすこ。
Well, work was good, she didn't mind me coming too late, she was happy to just have someone there... there was some brat stealing *growls*... his friend was all cute and so on, ne, while the other one, the brat with the ear ring (they were about 13yrs) mumbled something about getting money from his parents since he forgot, and out of the door he was, and WeeEEEeeWWweEEEeWwEeWW *GROWL*... The other woman working there saw it too, ne, she was furious xD... The other guy asked if he should get his friend back, nnn, he did, but of course then he didn't have anything in his pockets anymore. *sighs*
BUT!!!!!!!!! ... When I did the cashing up everything was in place and order and I did not have a minus
Oh dang I was looking so much forward to getting home... finaaallllyyyyyyy DONE wahh, yay... At least, it feels a bit freeee ne.
And I'm glad... when I got home, Rosy was still up, and I sat down with her and we had a good chat... we hadn't been talking for I guess a week or two, just because I never really am home, ne... I only ever heard her talk to people on the phone, breaking down almost every time... she has a really tough time at the moment it seems, ne, but she wouldn't talk to me, either... she's so sensitive ne, always thinking that one doesn't like her just because they're not talking much, and then retracting and so on... but I just didn't have the time and maybe strength to listen to her problems just those exam weeks, ne... So I'm happy we finally talked and laughed again. ... Joking around. It's good ne....... So. I'm back...
BRrRInG iT OooNnnNNn
*dirty little laugh*