I got this from karasu_0
’s journal. And dang, that was fucking smart! Okay well I didn’t play after the rules, which are Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions...
Well you might notice that it indeed are only シド songs, ne, but I thought, why not let the songs decide the answers. So I had it on shuffle, and for each question I went on one song. I umm… *flabbergasted* … <33 He’s so clever, マオ is hehehe…
1.) Are you a male or female?:
白いブラウス 可愛い人 [waaah! Well it doesn’t say that in the title … just… that I’m cute *blush* Thank yooo マオ XD]
2.) Describe yourself:
青 [I’m blue, that is so true *_* Not as ‘aww I’m blue’ but as in calm, composed]
3.) How do you feel about yourself?
Dear Tokyo [ahaha… Yeah it’s true ne XD I’m sorta all about dear Tokyo… “
Come ‘ere you hot Japanese guys nyanyan!…”
4.) Describe where you currently live:
土曜日の女 Saturday’s Woman [aham… I’m usually working on Saturday, but this one I’m going to go to see
Japanese almost-naked men!
Kodou hehehehe .]
5.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
その代償 This Compensation [*lifts an eyebrow then checks the lyrics*
6.) Your best friend is:
Room [my one? Ohh I really do
love my room ♥
7.) Your favorite colour is:
証言 Testimonium [. . . holyspat. . .]
8.) You know that…
妄想日記 Delusion Diary [wow… *thinks* My LJ is full of delusions? *smirk*]
9.) What's the weather like?
罠 Trap [Well yeah… it’s starting to get so warm I feel like trapped inside… maybe? XD]
10.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
空(から)の便箋、空(そら)への手紙 Empty letter paper, a letter addressed to heaven [Hm. Interesting actually. But the first thing that came to my mind was that I was listening to this non-stop while writing my latest poem. Hah. What a ‘show’. What a life.]
11.) What is life to you?
Smile [HAHAHAH! … I actually listened to Sora he no tegami through, and forgot a bit about this, but then the next song came up and… gosh I love this <3]
12.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Virtual 晩餐会 Virtual DinnerParty [OMGS that is dirty *___* *thinks back to her ‘virtual dinnerparties’* omgs hahahaha! But yeah, it’s fun. You should try it too. *cough* Oh damn just remembered that the one was with shortcakes…
13.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Dummy [okay luckily it doesn’t mean the same thing in English as in German (which would be ‘idiot’… Mao now that would be NOT NICE! … XD I repeat: NoT NICE!) but yeah… huh… What a name XD Okay so it’s official, マオ named me Dummy … Maybe that’s only fair after all those names I give him? I mean… maoam? seriously xD Okay… okay okay *gives in and doesn’t complain*]
And here meme no 2... It's a quite serious one. Got it from soushin_nokoe, and to use her words "It's like therapy..." <3 Do it.
1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Betrayal… I guess I’d seek some seclusion for a while after having talked about it and cleared things up, to think about it and get my thoughts and feelings straight. Actually, the question is, how betrayed. Betrayal, to me, isn’t when you have one night stands. That’s alright with me. I’m not going to put anyone on a leash, [At least not that type of XD] really. I can’t see why you shouldn’t be allowed to try someone/something else. Variation <3. It’s a bit delicate though, seeing to if things don’t just stay one night stands. Seeing somebody else at the same time as me… If it’s done in secrecy, I would call betrayal. I might be okay with a different partner though. It always depends on the relationship, the status, everything plays a role, so it’s really hard to say, ne. If anyone feels like wanting to have a talk with me about clarifications feel free to contact me XP
2. What is your passion in life?
Life itself. Love itself. Writing. Music. M… wait. No I’m not gonna strike that cause it’s true. … *sigh*. Mao. …
3. Have you ever seen someone die?
Animals, yes. And finding one’s beloved cat dead with still some rest-warmth and puke all over the fur isn’t such a nice thing to happen.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
No. I take what I can get. See what’s going to happen. You’ll never know for sure.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
O__O” Three letters. … XD Nnn okay well, let’s give a proper answer… Seductive, smart, witty, honest, true, artistic in some way, individual, good at word-play (yes I think that is terribly attractive *__*), a strong and sexy character, good health, vivid, poised, daring, trustworthy, someone whom I can be weak with [so that it’s not me who has to be strong for the other person, seeing to that it usually is me], someone who’s able to surprise me and show me new things and takes me to new heights, someone who can just hold me and it feels like I would never have to worry about anything, someone who accepts and loves me the way I am, someone who can fluster me [in the way I ‘like’, ne XD], someone who’s open to anything, musician would be something of an ideal point, don’t forget to mention that an ideal lover must be amazing in bed, too. [Of course I never forgot, I just didn’t want to mention right in the beginning XDD Ah and since we’re talking all about ideal, add ‘sexy hot Japanese’ to it and am I imagining things or are about 85-95% of all my points sure to be attributes of… um?]
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Both of them combined in your partner. Answering the question in the way it was meant to be answered is hard. Because being loved when I myself don’t love back, that isn’t worth anything to me and brings only pain and hardship to both of us, but more so to the other person. And me who is so good at loving people without even being in anything like a relationship with them, I can’t say that that is ideal, though I really love to love.
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Wait for them to change their feelings? That is a joke, no? I’m not that stupid to depend so much on somebody’s whims. I might just happen to not have anyone while being in love with this person (I take it ‘like’ was meant like that) and that might be a long time, and if said person suddenly changes their feelings while I’m still feeling the same for them, hurray. Else, someone else might appear sometime whom I can love and adore and cherish and be loved and adored and cherished back, it’s the way of things, ne.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
That question kind of answers itself with that little word ‘secret’. Secretly liking someone and blurting it out to the world are two completely different things ne. I probably wouldn’t do anything at all. Unless maybe I find out that they’re not treated well and stuff… but I won’t just rip someone out of their relationship.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Let me think about the word ‘un-happy’ and consider things. Were there things that brought me down? Yes. Were there things that pushed me back up? Yes. It’s hard to tell really, because my general situation is happy, even though sometimes I’m down. (変でしょうか〜？) I am not an unhappy person. But let something happen that gets me off guard, or just totally gets me there and I might appear a little less happy for a while. So far I’ve always made it back up.
10. What do you want most in life?
To love. Develop myself. That things turn out good. Positive surprises. Happiness for me and those close to me. That I don’t have to struggle because of lacking finances.
11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
Hm, I’m sure that most people reading this question on my LJ already have an answer in their head before they even read the answer I put there myself [no idea why…], and what should I say. I can’t rely relate to any of the others as much. I’m not even ashamed. <3
12. You find out that your best friend is going out with your bf/gf how would you react?
Go out? Steady? Or like on a coffee? Seriously… my best friend//bf/gf can go out with each other on coffees or lunch if they like, why not. Dating secretly though, without my knowledge, and I mean dating, not just meeting because maybe my best friend is good friends with my bf/gf, so it would only be natural if they met once in a while without me… dating would be cheating, I wouldn’t like that, definitely not. Count with a furious me.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
I cannot pin it down on one person without feeling a sting and this nudging feeling in my guts that that’s not the whole truth. Of course I love my mom and my friends, but here, around me, there is no one whom I have remotely so strong emotions for, care more for, cherish more as I do for Mels, and … well, you should know.
14. What kind of person do you think you are?
I’m understanding, easy to talk to, though I’m more the listener than the talker (though I also can talk a lot when I feel like it or have something to tell), I usually don’t mind others venting their problems and pains, I’m really like a sponge about that, I can be extremely devotional and sometimes I put other’s good over my own though when it comes down to it all, I keep my own health and good at rank one. Can’t really be there for someone devotionally when I neglect myself, ne, and at times when I feel don’t good, parts of me turn to a shellfish until problems are fixed. I can be very serious about things, and yet am a goof at heart. Have the ability to make myself lie cringing on the floor for laughter… ah well, almost XD. I’m a realist that spends a lot of her time with daydreaming. I don’t give a shit about politics. In real life, I’m extremely composed, rarely hyper. When I’m too composed I get lazy, that’s when I have to put on a Gaze DVD, ne. Perfectly cured. ^ ^ When I get into things, get passionate about something, I won’t let go unless something huge comes up. There’s a lot about me I’d probably never tell but you’d find out if you spent time with me rather quickly. And a lot you might always keep wondering about ^ ^ I’m an autodidact. I enjoy learning languages, and actually enjoy teaching as well. I’m curious and open to about anything, want to try things that seem strange, but I’d always like someone to show me it’s actually doable/edible before I try it. I have a hard time of really falling in love, not just being all ‘waaaahhhgyarglnnngghh!’ about someone, as it is with ummm five six seven eight lalala Jrockers. To fall in love, for me, takes a great deal, that’s why I never could take things easy with *points upwards* cause it actually sort of happened to be that I actually indeed sorta fell in love *won’t specify*. Ack.
15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
First of all I put humanity as a whole kind quite low in rank. Humans per se are nothing higher than any other being, we are equal, and playing the spoilt brat species just really enervates me. I just don’t see why humans should be ohh so special. Only because you happen to be one. That’s quite, what, not racist, but specimist? I guess the question was meant as if I believe in entities that are higher than humans, and to that the answer is ‘yes’.
16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?
I was about to write ‘accept it, I guess’, but I guess I’d try make that person fucking recognize me now that I’m all liking them, and well, if they don’t like me back, really don’t and won’t, then I’ll ‘accept it, I guess’.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
There’s no reason for why I should give any less. I already wrote that I’m devoted and passionate about ‘things’ I love. Once I really love a person, I give my all to them, as much as I can whenever I can, when the circumstances are right, no question about it. I’d do about anything for them, if it is possible for me to do so. I still might believe that when it comes down to all I might keep myself tended when I really need it, but so far I think I’ve always put the other person higher than myself, taking everything with sometimes too little complaint. So I do neglect bits of myself sometimes, but when the chips are down I should remember myself again.
18. Do you have a motto? If yes which one?
“Dream as if you’d live forever, live as if you’d die today” Well, that is James’, mine is probably “Live life to its fullest”. がんばりマオ.
19. What type of friends do you like?
Any types that are a bit unusual. All my few close friends are somewhat crazy, and that’s what I love. *crazy people magnet* And since all Jrockfans aren’t really sane… that’s just a perfect pre-condition to have me like you XD
20. Do you have an all time favorite song?
Hmm well there are songs that have been my favourites for a long long time… Like Gazette’s 千鶴, Led Zeppelin’s Bron-Yr-Aur and Dazed and Confused, Stairway to Heaven… シド s 依存の庭 and looking at the play count, 涙の温度 too. I really should go and listen to some LedZepp again… Whole Lotta Love <33
And hey, do you remember the Letter meme? I had one untended letter lying around for all too long. Rules are:
Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.
The other’s I had before were M, D then S, har har, andW.
This time it is
On to the fun <3
1. Uruha [of course neee]
2. Uhus [eagle owls]
う [Uta, songs]
4. Underwear parties with マオ, 葵, 麗, ahhhh there are many more but those would be the most important guests xD. I would want ゆうや to, for the more fun of it heheeh~ Damn I can imagine them making fun of ummmmm omgS! *scream* I can see the doom of チクビーム!! … lol!
5. うむ [I like the word hehe]
7. Undulant twigs of birchtrees
8. 海 [Umi, the sea]
9. Urd [the eldest sister of the norns]
10. Ulver [wolves]