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When everything turns to nothing, I'll still be there for you.
6th-Mar-2008 04:35 pm

I think I felt it weeks ago. It just felt like it.

みや, the spamposter, hasn't been posting for such a long time. Spamposters not upping...

Then 雄介's endless rants. Mm. Well I was already used to him cursing and being angry. Yet.

風太 has been upping as usual... rarely, but if, then long posts.

But none... None really upped anything about the band. Nothing. Never.

And 尋 didn't up either. Until yesterday... both him and Miya upped.

Zin... always... so far always had the same type of titles. Always the date and day of the week, followed by a number, in case he'd written more entries in one day. This time, the title was

Thanks for memories

Oh wow, feels good huh. かお

And then, Miya's entry. Definite. Writing about that it's been a while since he posted, that his hair is short now and that he forgot ... I don't believe him. Spam posters don't suddenly forget to post. The last few lines...







Mm. It says it right there. 燃えるゴミのセッション終了で 13日 [So he says 'session' but seriously... The tone... it's the tone.]

I don't know why... this year... この春に...どうして新バンドは...終わった...分からない.

The Spring of Break Up, isn't it. I can't even count them anymore. So many. So it didn't really surprise me that they did, too. Or... will be. The one band I've been fangirl without ever getting the chance to listen to one of their songs. I wonder if I ever will know what they sounded like.

I guess I want to send them mail but... I feel sort of not able to write anything. I don't know what. かお

I feel sorry for Miya. For all of them, but Miya... I just don't think he just forgot. The band must have been talking about breakup a while before.

Should I add that to the profile of my roleplay 鯱 now? *bitter smile*


ババイ. ありがとう

I'm sorry for ... you.



6th-Mar-2008 04:13 pm (UTC)
Noooooooooooooo *flails* GAH this sucks. Really sucks *sighs* Well maybe some of them will move on to other bands? Hopefully? So perhaps there will still be parts of them around. *sad*
6th-Mar-2008 07:05 pm (UTC)
Yeah... but MoeruGomi will have ended, no matter if they move on to other bands, ne. Which I am sure of, you know, there's this rotation of musicians... They wouldn't give up music either.

It's just that... Miya, Zin, Yuusuke, Shachi and Futa won't be there anymore, not the way we know them...
6th-Mar-2008 07:26 pm (UTC)
I wondered why he hadnt been posting either...So many bands breaking up, wow....
6th-Mar-2008 08:32 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it was so unusual. He used to post several times a day, ne.

I wonder. It's getting really many... or am I just thinking that, now that I got into indies as well and notice the changings? Hm.
9th-Mar-2008 11:15 pm (UTC)
I felt the same like you did. I knew it before. Because of the same things you mentioned.

I always kept the possibility in mind of 尋 leaving the band, because I read about that he was kinda spontaneous and acting like this.
But even though I felt it, I couldn't imagine they really would do/would have decided this.
I mean, they are so young. They released their single in January (I'm curious if there is someone who bought it and will share).

It was nothing new to me to fangirl about a band which music I don't know, it was the same on FeaDior, it is the same on JIVE. But it feels really bad knowing there won't be anything anymore and maybe not listening to anything ever.

You are so right. It doesn't matter if each or some of them will join other bands, I'm sure they all will, it never will be the same, because it isn't 燃えるゴミ. It was the same on FeaDior. I'm happy they go on with these セッション things. And it sounds so great knowing that all members only belonged to FeaDior and ANUBIS in some way. But it ISN'T FeaDior. And it never will be. I love くろ so much, but without さっちゃん、ひさにゃん、まろくん it will always feel strange. I got used to the thought that yukkeyちゃん is missing. It was シキ at their side, even though this already felt different. But I got used to it.
And it will be the same with 燃えるゴミ.
10th-Mar-2008 12:13 am (UTC)
Yes, indeed, ne. It will always be that way, ne. Bands disbanding... going over to other bands... never will be the same again.

Ah well, what can I say more. Nothing, I guess. <3
10th-Mar-2008 02:21 am (UTC)
No, how could they.
It's interesting with new bands, but there is something that feels as if I lost something or as if it was torn out of me. Right out of my heart.
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